Category: Assignment 1 (Page 9 of 10)

My day started off fairly early today. I started my day off by driving to blink, a gym in Canarsie, around 5:45 am. After working out, I drove back home and made eggs with mushrooms and spinach. After eating breakfast, I got ready to head to work. I was running late today due to the fact that my time management skills need improvement. I took an Uber to catch my usual train, which was delayed. I should’ve expected this predicament to occur, especially since I left my house at 9 am to get to work for 9:45. After getting off a delayed L train, I rushed through Broadway junction to pursue a congested A train. Finally, after a grueling 30 minutes of standing in an overcrowded train cart, I reached my job on Fulton Street around 9:55 am. At my job, it was delivery day today so a lot of packages came, my coworker and I brought boxes back and forth. After 2 pm I clocked out from work and went to hang out with my friends until 4 pm, which is when my first class for the day started off. I mistakenly greeted my professor in my prior class thinking she was a friend of mine. We joked around in class and introduced ourselves, in which I found out she was Grenadian just like me.

I would alTer my unappproval OF coasters simply puT, my malevolence, not a prize, and only gives wooziness in response.  

Conquering coasters, I realized might UNCONSEQUENTIALLY cause joy? I am unsure. 

Being unsure. Terrified, unsure, yup I am unsure I am, no coastersssss. Do I really? It might NOT WORK. MAYBE. IF I MUST. IT MIGHT NOT WORK. 

IF I GO ON ONE AND I BECOME EVEN MORE TERRIFIED. THAT’S THE ONLY SOLUTION. RIDE COASTERS. AND A LOT OF IT TOO. BUT Y? THERE IS NO OTHER ALTERNATIVE. I GUESS I MUST.

I have a fear one that I figure would be unfortunate as roller coasters are the fear that they cause a feeling that nothing can come even close to it. Having to go to six flags each June for the end of school getting forced on rides were something that I could not avoid. But it’s interesting because tall buildings don’t bother me at all. I guess it is the feeling I get usually from the fast drop, feels like I’m falling to my doom. But if I am still then I feel fine, so it’s always been a fear I figured I wouldn’t be able to get over. 

Death will visit me sometime in life. I dream he will not come and leave me be. In time i will ask him to choose me but not now. I never want death to come and choose me because i want to live life to the fullest.  Death is a fear I have because death haunts me in different directions in life. It’s like death knows these directions  to mess with me while these nightmares freak me out. These nightmares freaks me out because I cant see death.

Cures: you cant run away from death it’s uncontrollable