I’m alone and its dark, I’m scared but its not the dark that I’m afraid of it’s what or who is in it. I’ve been shot and I’ve lost a lot of blood but I’m alone and can’t stand or walk. It’s dark but I can see, and I realize that it was all a dream that I didn’t descend alone. I can’t breathe there’s water all around, I’m immobile, I hold on to what isn’t there, I twist, turn, toss, shake. I twitch as I lose the last breath in me while I sink to the dark blue and watch the bubbles rise.
Category: Assignment 1 (Page 6 of 10)
Today’s date is January 28th, 2019. I had began my morning with a cup of milk, and some bread that I purchased from fayda. I knew it was gonna be a long day, but I kept reminding myself I can get through it. I walked down my block until I got to my local train station, upon arrival I’d swiped my metro card, and would patiently wait for the train. Got to school safely, went to my first class, and started getting the education that I needed.
I never felt fear before but when the time to finish school comes close I feel it.
I will feel bad if I didn’t find the work that I dream after I finish school, so from now I work hard and take a lot of courses besides the school classes.
A monumental fear that I have is a fear of failure. I fear that one moment that I will not achieve the ambitions to which I set towards. A fear that drives me time and time anew to remain on the endeavor to achievement. This fear comes hand in hand with other situations that would shift me to unease such as the sorrow that failure would bring to individuals who have elevated excitements for me and the future. I feel that as time continues the imminent test of fate looms around me like a shadow that becomes more immense as if the sun above me is at the crown of its reach.
FEAR:
I’m nervous about the loss of Mother. The soul closest to me. I share all with her. I know, everyone will leave us sooner or later. Still, I can’t stay without her. She always calls me when I’m late but, sometimes she doesn’t call me and I know I’m late. That time I call her and she doesn’t pick up call I get scared.
CURE:
I close my eyes and think about how I’m going to spend time with her?
Books
The Bible by A lot of People (GOD)
23 Minutes in Hell by Bill Wiese
Crazy Love by Francis Chan
Design Process in Architecture by Geoffrey Makstutis
Music
Divinely Beautiful (Live) by United Pursuit; written by Will Reagan
Pissed Off by Fit For A King; written by Jared Easterling, Robert Benton Lynge, Ryan Kirby, and Ryan O’Leary
Dancing With Myself by Billy Idol; written by Billy Idol and Tony James
Visible Unseen by Silent Planet; written by William Scott Putney
Nineteen by Movements; written by Patrick Miranda
There’s so many songs… but these were some that I thought about.
Movies
50/50, directed by Jonathan Levine
Warrior, directed by Gavin O’Connor
Passion of the Christ, directed by Mel Gibson
The Breakfast Club, directed by John Hudges
A little about my fear.
By: Juvanie Piquant
I am here to tell another individual about a fear of mine. A world without chocolate! How could such a disaster occur? Would it be because of climate deviations, or is it what follows the death of the birds and the bees? The lack of fruitless endeavors leaves barren fields all about. A divided station from a divided nation. I desire the flavors of chocolate saturation. Illuminate a world where the tasteful remains solid, but smooth under heat. I fear a world without chocolate!
Wael Nagy
Fear
I dreaded an annual examination at the doctors, due to the need for 3 shots at each examination. I started to sweat, my eyes filled with water and all i could think about was how i would not talk to my mom for the rest of my life. I hated it and caused havoc at each examination. When the time came for me to take out blood it was the worst. I saw the two pints of blood she had taken out and fainted.
Cure
Closing my eyes and holding on tight to someone’s hand doesn’t cure it, but it does make the process easier for me.
