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Silhouette

Silhouette(noun)-

(1)the outline or general shape of something

(2)a dark image outlined against a lighter background.

This vocabulary word was written in “Beloved” by Toni Morrison.

Chapter 7: The day had gone blue without its sun, but she could still make out the black silhouettes of trees in the meadow beyond.

Chapter 10: Just ahead, at the edge of the stream, Denver could see her silhouette, standing barefoot in the water, liking her black skirts up above her calves, the beautiful head lowered in rapt attention.

Chapter 13: When he saw Denver silhouetted in the lamplight at the window, he could not help thinking, “And whose ally you?”

In each of these statements, you are able to conclude that its a description to help us as readers to create an image of the outline or shape, maybe even a shadow that is taking place in the book.

Source: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/Silhouette?s=t

 

 

Beloved

In the novel Beloved written by Toni Morrison, a character named Sethe killed her first daughter, Beloved, to keep her away from slavery. She wanted to sacrifice all her children’s lives including herself to go onto the other side where her daughter was to get away Sweet Home (slavery). She wanted to keep her children from away that particular life. When Sethe’s daughter died, it broke her and it took a toll on her as if she wasn’t living anymore; the only thing that kept her going was the remaining children that were still alive. One major scene that occurred in the story is when Beloved returned. There was a dramatic change that happen to Sethe, Denver and Paul D’s life. Without her reappearance many events would not have taken place.

In this scene, Sethe realizes the girl she found after the carnival is a reincarnation of her daughter. She is able to put all the clues and hints together she was given from Beloved that she has come back to her.

Flies beat me to you. I would have known right away who you was when the sun blotted out your face the way it did when I took you to the grape arbor. I would have known at once when my water broke. The minute I saw you sitting on the stump, it broke. And when I did see your face it had more than a hint of what you would look like after all these years. I would have known who you were right away because the cup after cup of water you drank proved and connected to the fact that you dribbled clear spit on my face the day I got to 124… Otherwise I would have seen my fingernail prints right there on your forehead for all the world to see. From when I held your head up, out in the shed. And later on, when you asked me about the earrings I used to dangle for you to play with, I would have recognized you right off, except for Paul D. (Ch. 20 P.115 PDF)

When Sethe found Beloved by the grape arbor in the hot sun all day, right away Sethe had to use the bathroom to urinate. This was a symbol that showed what took place in the past when she had given birth to Beloved. It was as though Beloved was born again. This was an emblem of new life where Sethe gets the opportunity to live the life she had missed with her daughter Beloved. She explains she should have realized who Beloved was ever since the day she had given birth to her. She should have had a thought of what she should look like as Beloved got older. When it came down to the little things Beloved had done, when she dribbled clear spit on her face that should’ve given her a hint. That was an example of what babies do. However she was distracted by Paul D convincing her that Beloved was not her daughter. If it wasn’t for him, she would have figured it out by putting the clues together. Especially when it came down to Beloved asking Sethe about the earring she had in the past, on what she used as a toy to play with (Ch. 6 P.34 PDF). She should have known because not everyone knew about these things.

When the author states “flies beat me to you’, the author uses imagery on how long it took Sethe to realize the girl they found, Beloved, was her daughter she had killed. This quote shows a symbol of death with Beloved and Sethe. When Sethe killed her daughter, due to slavery, there was a part of Sethe that had died too. With Beloved coming back into the picture, all the thoughts that Sethe push to the back of her head were coming to reality. Beloved reincarnated is driving Sethe to face reality. The author shows a memory where Sethe has given birth to Beloved and reminisces about the things she has done when she was younger as if Sethe is given another chance to live again and be the mother she would have been.

In another scene, Beloved notices how close Paul D is with Sethe. It seems she does not like this and Beloved tries to do everything in her power to break them up.

SHE MOVED HIM. Not the way he had beat off the baby’s ghost–all bang and shriek with windows smashed and icily iars rolled in a heap. But she moved him nonetheless, and Paul D didn’t know how to stop it because it looked like he was moving himself. Imperceptibly, downright reasonably, he was moving out of 124.

Paul D stop sleeping in the same bed as Sethe. Beloved shifted his sleeping area in many different place from the rocker by the stove, Baby Suggs bed, until he was out onto the shed. He kept on moving because the place he was before was uncomfortable. This resulted in him not being able to manage to stay in one particular spot. It was as though she had ghostly powers over him taking control of him, not allowing him to move himself. However, there was not any evidence to show that Beloved was causing this problem. Every move he made was made as if he was doing it on his own, making his own decisions but he knew that was not the case. He knew Beloved played a big role of whatever unfamiliar thing that was going on with him, he just didn’t have a way to prove it.

Even though the author does not reveal if Beloved is the one playing a part of these bad situations that is happening to Paul D, none of these things would most likely not have occurred if Beloved never came into town.

Beloved dropped her skirts as he spoke and looked at him with empty eyes. She took a step he could not hear and stood close behind him. “She don’t love me like I love her. I don’t love nobody but her.” “Then what you come in here for?” “I want you to touch me on the inside part.” “Go on back in that house and get to bed.” “You have to touch me. On the inside part. And you have to call me my name.” …”Call me my name.” “No.” “Please call it. I’ll go if you call it.” (CH.11 P.67-68 PDF)

Beloved asks Paul D for him to sleep with her asking him to touch her on the inside part. I feel that Beloved is requesting this from Paul D because it would allow Sethe to love her more, as much as she loves her by breaking Paul D and Sethe apart. If this happens and Sethe finds out, he would not be able to come back into 124. With all of this happening, it causes Paul D to feel like he is not a man.

“Well, ah, this is not the, a man can’t, see, but aw listen here, it ain’t that, it really ain’t, Ole Garner, what I mean is, it ain’t a weak- ness, the kind of weakness I can fight ’cause ’cause something is happening to me, that girl is doing it, I know you think I never liked her nohow, but she is doing it to me. Fixing me. Sethe, she’s fixed me and I can’t break it.”…”Sethe, you won’t like what I’m ’bout to say.”…”Well, say it, Paul D, whether I like it or not.” Since he could not say what he planned to, he said something he didn’t know was on his mind. “I want you pregnant, Sethe. Would you do that for me?” (CH.13 P.72-73 PDF)

In this quote, Paul D is reciting to himself what exactly he going to say to Sethe when she gets off of work at the restaurant. He wanted to have a clean slate with Sethe by telling the truth on what was going on. He wants her to know that Beloved is making him sleep with her and is removing his manly ways. He could not stand up for himself.  And sadly enough he was not able to man up enough to tell Sethe the truth about Beloved. Instead, he tells her he wants her pregnant.

Sethe became obsessed with Beloved wanted to give Beloved the world. She spends her last dime on her just to make up for old times. It was mandatory for her to please Beloved and if Beloved did not get her way, hell broke loose.

Anything she wanted she got, and when Sethe ran out of things to give her, Beloved invented desire. (Ch.26 P.135 PDF)

She would have never have been able to play the mother with her daughter Beloved. Although she had three other children to be a mother to, after infanticide her daughter, it was as though she had died and had nothing else to live for. By giving the chance to see and be with her daughter again. She was able to make up for the lost years. However, it ends up costing a lot on her part. She became obsessed with living by her daughter’s rule. She ends up losing her job and not being able to support her family anymore. Whatever Beloved asked or want it was given. This leads her second daughter Denver out to seek work by going back to her teacher asking for a job so she can be able to manage and provide for her family.

Somebody had to be saved, but unless Denver got work, there would be no one to save, no one to come home to, and no Denver either. It was a new thought, having a self to look out for and preserve. (Ch.26 P.142 PDF)

With Beloved’s return, it allowed Denver to grow and to mature into a young woman by taking on responsibility. She is doing everything that she could to help her mother and Beloved. Whenever food was given to them from a neighbor, she would share amongst them to eat. Denver knows something needed to be done in order for her mom to survive. Beloved was slowly killing her mother. According to this quote, if Denver never went out to help provide for her family, they would die. In that case, there would be no one to take care of.

If Beloved would have never came back into Sethe’s life, Sethe would not have had the second chance of playing a mother role to Beloved. With Beloved returning, Sethe is forced to remember her past. There’s a slight chance of her having less guilt because she is able to explain to her daughter what she had done, even though Beloved never questioned her about the situation once. When Beloved was gone, it was like she was dead, Sethe wanted to be with Beloved, however she knew she had kids that she needed to be there for too. Now with Beloved’s reappearance, this is like a new life and new beginning to Sethe to make up for everything she had missed or lost.

Beloved Quote

Introduce: In the novel Beloved written by Toni Morrison, the character Sethe develops as a person after realizing the girl she found after the carnival is a reincarnation of daughter who she had killed to save from slavery because she thought that was the best decision. So many years later, Sethe learns that her daughter has return.

Quote: Flies beat me to you. I would have known right away who you was when the sun blotted out your face the way it did when I took you to the grape arbor. I would have known at once when my water broke. The minute I saw you sitting on the stump, it broke. And when I did see your face it had more than a hint of what you would look like after all these years. I would have known who you were right away because the cup after cup of water you drank proved and connected to the fact that you dribbled clear spit on my face the day I got to 124. I would have known right off, but Paul D distracted me. Otherwise I would have seen my fingernail prints right there on your forehead for all the world to see. From when I held your head up, out in the shed. And later on, when you asked me about the earrings I used to dangle for you to play with, I would have recognized you right off, except for Paul D. Seems to me he wanted you out from the beginning, but I wouldn’t let him. What you think? And look how he ran when he found out about me and you in the shed.

Interpetation: In other words, Sethe took a long time to figure out that the girl they found after the carnival was her daughter who she killed. Sethe should have realize who her started was ever since the day she has given birth to her. She should have at least had a thought of what she should look like as Beloved got older. Sethe should have realized who Beloved was from the little things she had done, when she was younger when she said she dribbled clear spit on her face. However she was distracted by Paul D convincing her that Beloved was her daughter. If it wasn’t for him,she would of been figured it out by putting the clues together. Especially when it came down to Beloved asking Sethe about the earring she had in the past, on what she used as a toy to play with. She felt that Paul D knew who she was and probably didn’t wanted Sethe to know, so she came become closer and catch feelings for Beloved. But after he realized that Sethe killed Beloved purposely, he wanted to be out and not be part of the family again.

Analyze: When the author states “flies beat me to you’, the author uses imagery on how long it took Sethe to realize the girl they found Beloved was her daughter who she had killed. This quote shows a symbol of death with Beloved and Sethe. When Sethe killed her daughter due to slavery, there was a part of Sethe that had died too. With Beloved coming back into the picture, all the thoughts that Sethe push to the back of her head is coming out into reality. Beloved reincarnated is driving Sethe to face reality. Sethe should have realize who Beloved was from the very beginning, ever since the day she was born. The author shows a memory where Sethe has given birth to Beloved and reminiscing the things she has done when she was younger. As if Sethe is giving another chance to live again and be the mother she would have been.

Apply: If Beloved would of never came back into Sethe’s live, Sethe would not be able to have the second chance of playing a mother role to Beloved. With Beloved returning, Sethe is force to remember her past. There’s a slight chance of her having less guilt because she is able to explain to her daughter what she had done, even though Beloved never questioned her about the situation once. When Beloved was gone, it was like she was dead, Sethe wanted to be where Beloved, however she knew she had kids that she need to be there for too. Now with Beloved reappearance, this is like a new life and new beginning to Sethe to make for everything she had missed or lost.

 

Beloved

In the novel Beloved, by Toni Morrison, the passage that stands out was when the character, Sethe, starts to reflect on events that happen to her in the past. She starts to explain herself using vague details. All her guilt and her pain is starting to grow inside, and it seems as if she cannot take it any longer. While her daughter Denver listens to her statement, she starts to condone her mother and tries to understand her mother’s predicament.

“Some things go. Pass on. Some things just stay. I used to think it was my rememory. You know. Some things you forget. Other things you never do. But it’s not. Places, places are still there. If a house burns down, it’s gone, but the place– the picture of it–stays, and not just in my rememory, but out there, in the world. What I remember is a picture floating around out there outside my head. I mean, even if I don’t think it, even if I die, the picture of what I did, or knew, or saw is still out there. Right in the place where it happened.” …Denver picked at her fingernails. “If it’s still there, waiting, that must mean that nothing ever dies.” Sethe looked right in Denver’s face. “Nothing ever does,” she said.

This short passage is important for many reasons. In other words, when someone dies, there are ones that find peace on the other side and there are ones who are left behind still traveling on earth. In the second to third line When Sethe says, “Some things you forget. Other things you never do.” I think Sethe means, there are times when a situation would happen that can be traumatizing that you would want to remember, so you try everything in your power to forget whatever the situation is, as if it never existed in the first place. There are times when things happen and someone wishes to stay connected to the memory and would never forget it, as if just happened recently. Sethe uses an example to explain how something can stay in your mind even if it is gone. When she says “when a house burn down,”  meaning that it does not exist anymore as an object, the memory of the house stays intact in her memory. Not only her memory but in the memories of other people that was evolved with the house, they would have their memory of the house. Sethe still thinks about the situation of the time she killed her daughter. The memory still remains with her. It doesn’t matter where she goes or what she does, she remembers what she has done clearly in her mind. When she is  there at the place where the situation has happened, she can replay the event happening in her head. As a result, they come to the conclusion that nothing never ever dies, they may live on spiritually or can be reincarnated.

 

Infanticide

Infanticide(noun)-

(1) the act of killing an infant.
(2) the practice of killing newborn infants.
(3) a person who kills an infant.

 

These vocabulary words was written in towards the ending of chapter twenty six of “Beloved” by Toni Morrison.

The Society managed to turn infanticide and the cry of savagery around, and build a further case for abolishing slavery.

After splitting the word into two, you are able to figure the definition of the word. The first part of the word in “infant” which means baby. The second part of the word “icide” which can be related to suicide which means killing. You can come to the conclusion that the vocabulary word means killing an infant.

Source: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/infanticide?s=t

Vacant

Vacant(adj.)- having no contents; empty; void

This vocabulary word was written in chapter twenty six of “Beloved” by Toni Morrison.

Saw Sethe’s eyes bright but dead, alert but vacant, paying attention to everything about Beloved–her lineless palms, her forehead, the smile under her jaw, crooked and much too long–everything except her basket-fat stomach.

In other words, Sethe was not showing any emotion in her eyes, however she was aware of her surroundings.

Source: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/vacant?s=t

Malice

Malice (noun) –

(1) desire to inflict injury, harm, or suffering on another, either because of a hostile impulse or out of deep-seated meanness

(2) Law. evil intent on the part of a person who commits a wrongful act injurious to others.

These vocabulary words was written in chapter thirteen of “Beloved” by Toni Morrison.

Paul D looked up from the stew meat.”You come upstairs. Where you belong,” she said, “… and stay there.”The threads of malice creeping toward him from Beloved’s side of the table were held harmless in the warmth of Sethe’s smile.

When I first came across this word, I noticed the beginning of the word starting out with “mal”, usually this mean something bad. I had another experience with another word with the same beginning “malevolent”, and as seen from another student, this word means to harm another person.  I learned that there is a similarity between this two words.

According  to this scene, the narrator was stating that there was evil sense or harmfulness coming from Beloved side of the table. However, due to Sethe’s smile, warmth and comfort, he knew he was safe.

Source: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/malice

 

No Headstone Name

In chapter one, when the narrator talks about the preacher calling Sethe’s baby Beloved, the name they have chosen to engraved on her headstone. I feel that if this scene was never taking place, us as reader would have a different effect on the story. Later on as we read the story when Paul D, Sethe and Denver go to a carnival, they find a girl named Beloved. If we never knew that Sethe dead daughter name on the headstone was named Beloved, readers may not compare them as easily. However, theres a chance readers can still relate Sethe’s daughter and Beloved who was found. Many reader may find it just being a coincidence or many questioning the novel even more. Due to fact, Beloved mention things Sethe that she should not know about such as the Diamond earrings. It would be weird knowing a girl you invited in to your house know things about you then she should not have known.

The family, especially Denver find it strange of how close Beloved had a bond with Sethe, wanting to know everything about her. I felt that when they knew the girl name was Beloved they found a connection and some kind of comfort. This may not have happen if the two names were the same. From us as reader knowing the name are same, it is easier for us to make a connection. From the information that is providing for us in the novel, we are able to use context clues to try and figure the plot in the story.

When Beloved state points as in Chapter 8, she states,

Denver scooted a little closer. “What’s it like over there, where you were before? Can you tell me?” “Dark,” said Beloved. “I’m small in that place. I’m like this here.” She raised her head off the bed, lay down on her side and curled up. Denver covered her lips with her fingers. “Were you cold?” Beloved curled tighter and shook her head. “Hot. Nothing to breathe down there and no room to move in.” “You see anybody?” “Heaps. A lot of people is down there. Some is dead.”

Beloved talks as if she was dead, as if she was in coffin, buried, underground and was able to escape. These statement makes a reader think and question the story a lot. Just as when she knew about the diamond earrings stated above. Another situation in chapter 12, when Beloved went missing inside the cole house. How come Denver was not able to find her as if she was gone or even a ghost? I think know Beloved name plays a big role in the story. Without it there would be a bigger problem to this novel with the details that have us hanging now.

 

Palsied

Palsied (adjective) – paralyzed; unable to move or control certain muscles.

The vocabulary word was written in chapter one of “Beloved” by Toni Morrison.

“Not only did she have to live out her years in a house palsied by the baby’s fury at having its throat cut, but those ten minutes she spent pressed up against dawn-colored stone studded with star chips, her knees wide open as the grave, were longer than life, more alive, more pulsating than the baby blood that soaked her fingers like oil.”

After searching for the definitions of this word, I am able to get a better understanding of this statement. Sethe became paralyzed due to her baby having her throat cut, this played a major affect in her life which can be traumatizing. After Sethe seeing this action play out right in front f her eyes, it changed her body momentum by giving her a dramatic effect to her health such as her heart racing.

Source: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/palsied

Retelling comparison of “The Cottagette”

Although “The Cottagette” conveys a woman’s view on what is a perfect or ideal household and marriage. My version “My Artist Soul”, showed in the perspective of Ford Matthews shows the views of man when it comes to true love and a perfect household. However, in both of these stories towards the ending it shows that there is not a particular way to someones heart. In addition, household labor performed by the woman does not define her femininity and a women should not be confined to the household. This promote the equality of the roles of women and men in society and the household.

“The Cottagette” as well as my retelling of it suggests a practical solution to domestic inequality by expanding the areas occupied by women. Seeing that Mr. Ford Matthews desired Malda to expand her horizon beyond the household and express her artistic views. Not confining her to the everyday household labors of cooking, cleaning, and dusting but encouraging her to work on her drawings as they were not as good as her previous works. Towards the ending of the story as well as my retelling it states,

“I want to marry you, Malda,–because I love you–because you are young and strong and beautiful–because you are wild and sweet and–fragrant, and–elusive, like the wild flowers you love. Because you are so truly an artist in your special way, seeing beauty and giving it to others. I love you because of all this, because you are rational and high minded and capable of friendship,–and in spite of your cooking!”

In this quote, Matthews sees Malda beyond people views of the idealistic woman. He explains to her that their relationship was not based on being a homemaker, but Malda being different and her true self. He tells her all things he loves about her which has nothing to do with her cooking. He wants her to be the true person he knows her to be which is being a true artist.

Due to the fact that the story I made was retold in the point of view of Mr. Ford, certain points from other characters are unable to be mentioned. For instance, the point of view of Malda’s friends Lois, when it comes to an idealistic woman was not shown because she was talking to Malda directly while Ford Matthews was absent.

“Don’t be foolish, child,” said Lois, “this is serious. What they care for most after all is domesticity. Of course they’ll fall in love with anything; but what they want to marry is a homemaker.”

Since Malda felt as though Lois had the experience of marriage she felt as though she should trust what her dear friend has told her. Although Lois has experience when it comes to marriage, she also has experience when it comes to divorce. From this information, I infer that Lois may not have complete knowledge as to everything required to keep a healthy marriage. Malda should have kept this in mind and known that Mr. Matthews loved her for who she truly is and not what she does in the household.

In my retold version to promote the equality of Ford and Malda in their relationship, I had Ford suggest that they complete a project together showing that both of their artistic views are of high quality.

“Malda always shows a way of how passionate she was as an artist…We all like music, which was a powerful statement to us. I asked her if she would work with me on a piece for a project about her interest in art. But, it never came about.”

In this quote, it shows that Mr.Matthews was interested in Malda’s intellect. He admits that he likes her work by wanting to work with her. This was a way they both have similar or mutual work ethnicity. He did not worry about if she was able to cook and clean, he liked Malda because she had a desire of making something out of her life. As stated towards the ending of both of the stories. He technically tells her that he would love her unconditionally or no matter what she does, but he would prefer she would follow her dreams at being an artist and showing her talent to the world. In both versions he told her about his experience with domestic work and he wouldn’t give up following his artistic dream to cook and he wouldn’t want her to either. He goes on to say

“What would you think of me if I gave up my hard long years of writing for the easy competence of a well-paid cook!”

In conclusion, there are noticeable differences between the retold version and the original version. Most of these differences stem from the change in narration from Malda’s point of view to Ford’s point of view. By changing the point of view, we are able to enhance the understanding of Ford’s feelings towards Malda for the reader. In both versions we see the different relationships with Lois. In addition, with the retold version you are able to get a better sense of understanding from another character’s perspective about what they have been thinking or wondering from another angle.