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The Desperation of Sethe

In the story “Beloved,” by Toni Morrison, there are many outstanding moments that are important to the information the author wished to convey.  However, the most pivotal moment in the novel is the killing of Sethe’s first daughter.  Had this moment not occurred the main idea of the plot could not be developed.  Also, the title would most likely be different.  This is because the title “Beloved,” is the name the dead baby acquired after her reincarnation.

As the story progressed readers know and understand the dead baby is Sethe’s child but are not readily given information as to how the baby died.  On page 92 of my reading the narrator gave an indication of the events that led to the killing of the baby as stated by Sethe, when she tried to give her boyfriend, Paul D, what she thought was a logical explanation for killing her baby.  The narrator stated, “simple: she was squatting in the garden and when she saw them coming and recognized Schoolteacher’s hat, she heard wings.  Little hummingbirds stuck there needle beaks right through her head cloth into her hair and beat their wings.  And if she thought anything, it was No. No. Nonono. Simple. she just flew Collected every bit of life she had made, all the parts of her that were precious and fine and beautiful, and carried, pushed, dragged them through the veil, out, away, over there where no one could hurt them. ….By the time she faced him [Schoolteacher], looked him dead in the eye, she had something in her arms that stopped him in his tracks.  He took a backward step with each jump of the baby heart until finally there was none.”

It was accidentally that Sethe happen to see Schoolteacher before he saw her.  Because she was sitting or bending down in the garden she was able to see his hat floating above the fence as he approached the house.  Bells went off in her head she did not need a visual of his body.  She could never mistake the man who had beat her so badly before she escaped.  She knew his presence meant only one thing, a return to slavery for her and her children.  In a frenzy and on impulse she grabbed what was dear to her, her children and somehow managed to get them all to the woodshed.  Once there she decided to do whatever it took to keep them safe.  In her mind they would all be better off dead, than alive as slaves.  Schoolteacher was shocked when he saw her holding the baby, he moved away from her when he noticed what Sethe had done to her own.  As he moved backwards the baby’s life slipped away with every step until Sethe felt the last heartbeat of her daughter.

The killing of the baby set a series of events in motion that formed the plot of the story.   Sethe had experienced slavery in some of the worst ways.  She knew what was waiting for her if she allowed Schoolteacher to take them back.  She knew what it was like to be beaten, classified as an animal and having reservations about loving anything, even her children, because they could be taken away and sold as her master wished.  Because she knew all these things as soon as she recognized that hat she sprang into action.  She kept saying no repeatedly because after escaping slavery and experiencing the joys of freedom and allowing herself to love her children, psychologically she could not visualize herself and her children living as slaves again.   She moved very fast, like a hummingbird, that was how quickly she gathered all her children.  They were the only thing that mattered to her in life.  Somehow on her own she was able to carry, push, pull and drag her children to the woodshed.  On impulse she decided death would be a better option, death would be safer.  She tried but succeeded in killing only her first daughter.  This is the daughter that after her death set off a series of events that changed the life of Sethe and her family.   She took to haunting the house and later reincarnated in the flesh and using the only word Sethe could afford to have inscribed on her headstone as he name, “Beloved.”

Paul D arrived at the house at Bluestone Road and was happy to see Sethe again.  He became content there and decided to stay with Sethe.  He successfully got rid of the baby ghost and life at the house seemed to be back to normal for Sethe and Denver.  Things began to gradually change for the worst after Beloved appeared out of nowhere.   Her presence caused problems in Sethe’s relationship with Paul D.  Others began to wonder what was going on at the house and who the new arrival was.  Stamp Paid was no exception, he was the man who helped Sethe escaped slavery.  He was not content with Sethe’s boyfriend Paul D living at Bluestone Road without knowing her brutal past.  He took it upon himself to inform Paul D of the unfortunate events that occurred years before at that house, in the wood shed.  It was a newspaper clipping with her picture that Stamp Paid used as evidence when he confronted Paul D.  Paul D was shocked by the news and was in denial.  In an effort to further elaborate on the unfortunate events that day the narrator explained Stamp Paid thoughts on page 89 of my reading `by stating,Stamp Paid looked at him….He was going to tell him that, because he thought it was important: why he and Baby Suggs both missed it.  And about the party too, because that explained why nobody ran on ahead, why nobody sent a fleet footed son to cut ‘cross a field soon as they saw the four horses in town hitched for watering while the riders asked questions.  Not Ella, not John, not anybody ran down to Bluestone Road, to say some new white folk with the look just rode in.  The righteous look every Negro learned to recognize along with his ma’am tit.  Like a flag hoisted, this righteousness telegraphed and announce the faggots the whip, the fist, the lie long before it went public.”

Stamp Paid felt compelled to explain to the shocked Paul D why nothing was done to prevent Sethe from reaching her breaking point that day.  He felt he had to let Paul D understand that he and Baby Suggs had a feeling something was wrong but did not pinpoint what it was until too late.   He wanted to offer an explanation about why no one in town sent a warning to Bluestone Road.  No one sent one of their sons who ran fast to take a shortcut to the house with a warning.  He wanted to tell him Baby Suggs had given a big party the day before and exhaustion could have contributed to the inattention the town gave the new arrivals.   After all, it was a time in slavery when strangers who rode into town stood out and everyone heard of their arrival quickly.   Strange white men who had a certain way of carrying themselves were viewed with more suspicion than usual.

As shocked as Paul D was about Sethe snatching up her children and taking them to the wood shed where she succeeded in killing one and attempted to kill the others, Stamp Paid felt deep down, just by the look on Paul D’s face that he was also shocked that no one warned Sethe and the other occupants at Bluestone Road that these men were coming.   The author elaborated that not Ella or John made an effort to send a warning because we have come to know Ella and John as being absolutely against slavery and did everything they could to protect Negroes.  They made it their duty to know what was going on so they could help in any way they could. On that particular day they failed Sethe’s family, the same family they so valiantly helped to escape slavery.  Stamp Paid felt he was obligated to offer an explanation as to why Ella, John and the rest of the town did not warn the family.  He wanted to make him understand that although the men had the look that indicated they were slave catchers asking questions to track down escaped slaves in order to recapture and probably beat, torture and quote passages from for the bible to support the need of Negroes to remain in slavery, no one came with a warning, no one helped Sethe that day to hide herself and her children before it was too late.

The quotation mentioned above is important to what is considered the most pivotal moment in the novel.  This is the moment where the arrival of the slave catchers led to Sethe killing her baby.  This baby was killed violently.   The author revealed later that Sethe used a handsaw to cut her throat.  It was angry baby who after haunting Sethe and her family for years returned as Beloved, who professed outwards, love for Sethe but was plotting to harm her in revenge for the suffering she experienced.  Beloved is the character that drives the main plot of the story.  Without her initial death this would not be possible.  Therefore, the quote in paragraph one is indeed the pivotal moment in the novel.

Paul D was unforgiving of Sethe’s killing her child.  On page 93 of my reading he stated, “What you did was wrong Sethe….You have two feet, Sethe, not four.”   And the narrator went on to say that, “right then and there a forest sprang up between them, trackless and quiet.”   Upon realizing the news Stamp Paid told him was true Paul D could not support the decision Sethe had made and he told her exactly how he felt.  To him it was the wrong decision.

He tried to explain to her that as a human being she had made the wrong choice.  He tried to make her see that her way seemed animalistic.  He made it clear that nothing she said would make him believe killing was the best way to keep her children safe.  After they had that conversation their relationship ended.  It was as if Paul saw her as a monster or an animal, she was no longer the woman he had always admired and loved.  He could no longer continue their relationship and the distance was evident to both of them even before the conversation ended.

 

Cover Letter for Project #2

When I wrote this paper, I was wondering how was I going to write a 4-5 page paper on a book that I do not like. I was not really interested or excited about the text but I manage to bring issues in my thesis statement through a lot of research in the text and Internet. In this project, I am proud that I was able to formulate a thesis statement that was clear, understandable, and can be argued throughout my essay. Usually I am struggling to make a thesis statement when I am writing a paper, but in this project I had too many ideas bouncing around in my head. My thesis statement could have been a paragraph if I did not put any constraints on my ideas. The difficult part of this project was narrowing my thesis statement because of the many ideas I had. I had wrote so many ideas in my first draft of part 1 that I had to cut things out in order to keep the important things that would help me in aiding in my argument. Another challenging thing about this project was finding evidence from the text to support my argument. Although, I marked up my book and made notes, the language of the text was so off putting, so I had to continually go on SparkNotes to find out where certain information was located in the text and what a certain passage meant.

The skill that I required from doing this project is doing a better thesis statement for my essay. I believe this skill is going to be great in the future when I work in the legal profession because as an attorney you are supposed to formulate arguments in your case. Another skill I required is analyzing and interpreting passages from text. The five-step method from Professor Dever’s was hard to grasp at first but as I wrote my essay, I started to understand the concept behind that methodology. It made me analyze more in the evidence I was using to support my argument; something that I would never do. If I could change any part of my project, I would not change anything. After many revisions, I believe my work product is good and I am confident that it deserves a passing grade. If I could change any part of project #2, I would only include part 2 of the project because I got to be creative and I did not have to formulate a thesis statement in a structured paper. Basically, in part 2 I got to have fun. Lastly, I would consider changing the book and using a different text that is more clear, adventurous, and fun to read, so that students can enjoy writing about a book that they love.

Robbed

Robbed

I am broken.

For the very thing that I had that was near to me, has been lost,

It was the very thing I gave birth to,

It was a source of nourishment,

A place for my youngin’ to satisfy her need,

It was my mine,

IT BELONGED TO ME!

IT WAS MY MILK!

 

But where has it gone?

To the mouths of the white girls,

To the mouths of the white boys,

What about my youngin’?

What will she have?

I kept it safe for her,

I made sure I took care of myself,

I did everything a mother was supposed to do.

 

Now, what can I give to you my child?

I have nothing to offer to you,

My bosom is empty and my heart is empty,

If I had, I would have given you the world,

But sadly I have nothing to give to you, my sweet child.

Forgive me, for one day I will repay you.

 

This poem is about Sethe getting her milk robbed from her while she was a slave at Sweet Home. In Beloved, “those boys [the nephews of the Schoolteacher] came in there and took her milk…they held her down and took it…Schoolteacher made one [of the boys] open up her back and when it closed it made a tree…they used cowhide on her and took her milk…they beat her while she was pregnant and they took her milk” (Morrison 19-20). As I wrote this poem, I wrote it as if Sethe was describing her anguish for her milk getting robbed and the remorse of not having it to give to Beloved. I also wrote it as if Sethe was going to restore the bonding between herself and Beloved, since Sethe did not have any milk to give to Beloved when she arrived to Ohio. Now, addressing the section where I state, “to the mouths of the white girls, to the mouths of the white boys,” I got that idea from when Sethe explains that her milk was being taken from her to be given to the young white children. Slaves, including Sethe, would be assigned to breast feed other children besides their own. In Sethe’s case, she was not breast feed by her own mother.

Traumatic Memories

In Beloved by Toni Morrison, the main character, Sethe, is living in Ohio with her daughter Denver. Sethe escaped the harsh brutalities as a slave, however, she continued to relive the bad memories she endured as a slave at Sweet Home. As Sethe lived her new life at 124, she tried not to mention the past to Denver, but it would always come up through the daily activities of her life or when Beloved, her deceased daughter, would ask her to retell stories of her life. As for Beloved, her ghost came back to ignite Sethe’s bad feelings of the past. Beloved caused Sethe to feel depressed for killing her and the attempted murder of her other children (175-179). However, the memory that really haunted Sethe’s conscious was when her milk was stolen (19-20). Therefore, if Sethe’s milk was not stolen, her husband, Halle, would have escaped with Sethe and their children and would not have been heart broken from witnessing his wife being violated; she would not have gotten post-traumatic stress from that harsh ordeal, which would eventually cause her to kill Beloved; have her children become fearful of her, and ultimately break up the family; lastly, Beloved’s ghost would not have returned to torment Sethe for killing her.

When Sethe’s milk was stolen, it devastated her. The memory that seared her conscious through her daily life was when “those boys [the nephews of the Schoolteacher] came in there and took her milk…they held her down and took it…Schoolteacher made one [of the boys] open up her back and when it closed it made a tree…they used cowhide on her and took her milk…they beat her while she was pregnant and they took her milk” (19-20). In this scene, it shows that while Sethe was a slave at Sweet Home, schoolteacher allowed her nephews to hold down Sethe to take her milk. As Sethe’s milk was being taken from her, schoolteacher was watching the whole thing. The milk that Sethe was going to use to nurse her baby girl, Beloved, was taken from her as if someone had raped her. Beloved and Sethe’s other children were already sent to Ohio and Sethe knew that when she arrived to Ohio she would have her milk ready to nurse Beloved, however, there was nothing to give to her child anymore.

The worse thing about that event was that her husband, Halle, “saw them boys [the nephews of the Schoolteacher] steal Sethe’s milk from her and let them keep on breathing air” (81). Halle watched the whole ordeal but he could not do anything about it. He could not defend Sethe or say one word because he was also a slave under the dominion of the schoolteacher. Halle saw that his role as a man had diminished and he no longer could protect his wife as a man was supposed to do, therefore, it broke Halle, affected his psyche, and caused him to smear butter all over his face (82-83). Halle, Sethe, and their children had planned to escape with Sixo and Paul D to Ohio, however, Halle disappeared after seeing Sethe’s milk being stolen (265). Once Halle was not in the picture, Sethe had to do everything by her self. While she was pregnant with Denver, Sethe had to send her children first to Ohio and then she had to escape by herself (190). Furthermore, while escaping she had to give birth to Denver, although Amy Denver, a white girl helped her, she was doing everything without Halle being there (190).

Secondly, the pain that Sethe acquired from her milk getting stolen caused her to get posttraumatic stress disorder. The hurt of the past overwhelm Sethe so much that she wanted to spare her children from experiencing the same ordeal, so, she swung “Denver toward the wall planks, missed and tried to connect a second time… while “Howard and Buglar lied open-eyed in the sawdust,” and the “third [Beloved] pumped blood down the dress of Sethe” (175-176). In this scene, it shows that Sethe attempts to kill Denver by hitting her against a wall after hurting her sons, Howard and Buglar, and cutting Beloved with a handsaw, so that it causes her blood to cover Sethe’s dress. Sethe could not deal with the violation of her milk being stolen, so, it gave her a reason to take the life of Beloved and attempt to kill her other children as a means of saving them from the harsh brutalities of slavery. Furthermore, when Sethe kills Beloved, she violently kills her in a way that defied the love one would expect a mother to have for her children. Sethe did not have to kill her daughter; she could have abandoned her children by not meeting with them in Ohio and going to a different state. However, Sethe thought that death was the only means to save her children. To Sethe, it was better for her children to die, then to live and end up facing the same ordeal she went through.

Next, in the event of Sethe killing Beloved, it caused her other children to be afraid of her (216 & 242). During Beloved’s funeral “neither Howard nor Buglar would let Sethe near them, not even to touch their hair” (216). They were afraid that Sethe would do the same thing to do them as she did to Beloved, so they eventually ran away (245). As for Denver, she continued to live with Sethe because “she loved her mother but she knew that Sethe killed one of her own daughters, and tender as she was with her,” Denver was always living in constant fear that “the thing that happened that made it all right for her mother to kill her sister could happen again,” so, she was always watching her mother’s every move, lest she be killed as well (242). Therefore, Sethe’s trauma effect all her children by causing them to separate from their mother and ultimately break up the family bond that was once there.

Thirdly, since Sethe’s milk was stolen and she killed Beloved as a means to save them from the harsh brutalities of slavery, Beloved’s ghost returned in Sethe’s life to torment her for causing her death. When Beloved first came to 124, Sethe takes her in and helps her to recover on her health without knowing that it was her daughter (62-65). Later, Sethe realize that it is her deceased daughter that had returned to her. At first, Beloved and Sethe was always together indulging themselves in fancy clothes and food (282), however, the mood in the home changed and arguments began (284).

“Beloved accused Sethe of leaving her behind…And Sethe cried, saying she never did, or meant to—that she had to get her children out, away, that she had the milk all the time and had the money too for the stone but not enough…Beloved was not interested. Sethe pleaded for forgiveness, counting, listing again and again her reasons: that Beloved was more important, meant more to her than her own life. That she would trade places any day. Give up her life, every minute and hour of it, to take back just one of Beloved’s tears” (284).

In this scene, Beloved’s intentions are brought to light when she starts arguing with Sethe about abandoning her in Ohio. Sethe pleads to Beloved that she would never abandon her and that she had the milk ready for her when she arrived to Ohio. Sethe pleads for forgiveness but Beloved does not want to hear it, instead Beloved accuses Sethe for leaving her and that her abandonment was on purpose because she really did not love her. Furthermore, because Beloved believes that she was abandoned in Ohio, she concludes that Sethe killed her because Sethe no longer wanted her anymore. This lead Beloved to become very disrespectful by slamming things around the house, eating most of the food in the house, throwing salt on the floor, and breaking a windowpane (285). As Beloved gained more weight, Sethe lost weight and became neglectful in taking care of her own self. Instead of combing her hair or washing her face, Sethe “sat in a chair licking her lips like a chastised child while Beloved ate up her life” (295). Finally, Beloved attempted to kill Sethe with an ice pick but failed at it and disappeared (309). Therefore, Beloved’s return to torment her mother was out of lack of information of not knowing that Sethe had been violated with her milk being stolen. Sethe was trying to get all her children to Ohio and in that process schoolteacher’s nephews violated her when they stole her milk.

In conclusion, Sethe’s milk getting stolen was the most pivotal scene in Beloved because it brought an aftermath of pain and grief that followed Sethe from Sweet Home to Ohio. First, Sethe’s milk getting stolen, made her husband, Halle, get depressed and disappear from Sethe when they were supposed to escape to Ohio together with their children. Second, Sethe was dealing with post-traumatic stress from her milk getting stolen, which caused her to kill Beloved and have her children fearful of her, and lastly, Beloved’s ghost returned from the dead to torment and take revenge on Sethe for killing her. All of these events could have been avoided and she could have had her whole family together at Ohio. Instead these events broke Sethe’s family apart and caused Sethe to live in constant remorse for the killing of her daughter, Beloved.

 

Works Cited

Morrison, Toni. Beloved. New York: Vintage Books, a division of Random House, Inc., 1987. Print.

Cover Letter

I believe that this assignment is a very interesting one. In part 1 I’m proud of picturing a scene and focus on its major aspects to analyse and express the importance of it and how the whole pathway of the novel would change if this particular scene didn’t happen. In part I’m proud to be exposed to a new tool of passing over a message using two different techniques (representing the characters in a form of a picture and describe the scene i have chosen the poetry.

The challenge i have encountered in both parts are pretty similar, in part 1 it was choosing the scene since the novel covers an infinite number of scenes. In part 2 is choosing the right and/or the most efficient tool to express the scene.

Poetry requires a specific skill to find matching words that contain deep meaning. First of all the words have to make sense and secondly they have to have a beauty that would make the poem understood and charming.

Overall, I have enjoyed this project a bit better than the previous one. Even though both projects are challenging and I consider them as a VERY HELPFUL TOOL to learn new skills.

Ooooh Baby Suggs!

poem

The second part of the project I have chosen to express and demonstrate the scene in a form of a poem with an expressive picture in its background.

The scene I talked about in part one is when Baby Suggs got her freedom and moved to Cincinnati. Halle worked hard even weekends to make enough money to free his mother. I personally find this act very touching and heartbreaking. Selfishness stops behaving at some point when we deal with some categories of people such as family.

The poem is told in first person, using Halle’s voice. The poem expresses the value of the mother and the joy she deserves. It is mentioned that Baby Suggs welcomed the travelers, it is meant here by whom who followed her later on to Cincinnati and join her in her house. The path Baby Suggs has taken and her move to Cincinnati was also described in the poem as I said “Days felt long, terrifying, full of struggle and horror ~Not anymore! Mother, now, you can live in peace and in one piece and feel as a survivor no more.” It is noticeable that this wasn’t easy to happen and wasn’t a walk in a park.

“The side where we can have some sense of humor.” the side cross the river is the place where Baby Suggs has moved. It is obvious that people have no sense of humor being slaves but this was generated and reborn again in their lives after their freedom.

The picture in the background shows two mature women whom are represented as Baby Suggs and Sethe surrounded by Sethe’s kids in their new home in Cincinnati.

 

Baby Suggs’ Freedom And Her Move to Cincinnati (part 1)

Toni Morrison’s novel Beloved covers many different scenes and spans many different places and time periods. This differentiation makes the novel diverse and eclectic and keeps the reader’s mind busy focusing on multiple scenarios. I believe a pivotal passage that would change the path of the whole novel if it had not happened is when Baby Suggs gets her freedom and moves to Cincinnati and (with help from the Bodwin siblings) begins work repairing shoes and taking in laundry in her very own house. Many events in the work follow Baby Suggs’ freedom, such as Garner’ death and the subsequent worsening of conditions at Sweet Home, and it is because Baby Suggs is free and has a house that Sethe can envision a place for her family to live together in freedom when she and the Sweet Home boys are thinking about escaping. Eliminating this passage would raise questions about the fate of many of the book’s characters, but most importantly we wonder, would Baby Suggs be free? If yes, would she move to Cincinnati? This scene and its effects are important in the novel, and many events following Baby Suggs’ freedom and her move to Cincinnati are relying on this particular scene.
The scene when Baby Suggs gets her freedom, drives to Cincinnati with Garner and buys a house is a brief and exciting one and can be noticed from the reading and has a lot of themes from the novel. Like many scenes from the novel this one was not clearly told, and many Beloved scenes require special attention to conclude what really happened and how it relates to the rest of the scenes. Making this kind of connection between passages necessitates a talent of creativity, originality and inventiveness.
Halle has worked so hard and has put extra effort by working the week-ends to buy his mother’s freedom. In return, Baby Suggs wishes he and the rest of her family can be free and all together- using Baby Suggs’ voice Morrison mentions that “At the back of Baby Suggs’ mind may have been the thought that if Halle made it, God do what He would, it would be a cause for celebration. If only this final son could do for himself what he had done for her and for the three children John and Ella delivered to her door one summer night.” (Morrison, 159) Baby Suggs is so grateful and thankful to her son Halle and wishes the best life for her son because of what he did for her. From this quote it is obvious that Baby Suggs’ gratefulness to her son Halle is because of the freedom he gave to her. At this point I thought about a related pivotal scene that is pretty similar and so close to Baby Suggs’ freedom. What if Halle didn’t work hard to make enough money for his mother’s freedom? What if he couldn’t afford for her freedom? Answering these questions implies a major path change of the novel and many scenes would have been eliminated if Halle hadn’t have worked on his mother’s freedom.
Baby suggs crosses to Cincinnati with Mr Garner. The author describes the scene when they have gotten to the river and says ‘This is a city of water,” said Mr. Garner. “Everything travels by water and what the rivers can’t carry the canals take. A queen of a city, Jenny. Everything you ever dreamed of, they make it right here. Iron stoves, buttons, ships, shirts, hairbrushes, paint, steam engines, books. A sewer system make your eyes bug out. Oh, this is a city, all right. If you have to live in a city–this is it.’ (Morrison, 168) Mr Garner mentions the water which represents life and freedom. He describes to Baby Suggs the importance of what she is about to experience. She experiences and tastes the freedom for the first time. Morrison also mentions “And when she stepped foot on free ground she could not believe that Halle knew what she didn’t; that Halle, who had never drawn one free breath, knew that there was nothing like it in this world. It scared her. Something’s the matter. What’s the matter? What’s the matter? she asked herself. She didn’t know what she looked like and was not curious. But suddenly she saw her hands and thought with a clarity as simple as it was dazzling, “These hands belong to me. These my hands.” Next she felt a knocking in her chest and discovered something else new: her own heartbeat. Had it been there all along? This pounding thing? She felt like a fool and began to laugh out loud.” (Morrison, 166) the author describes the Baby Suggs impression and her remembrance of her son Halle who was part to get her freedom. Baby Suggs at this point realizes that she is free and she owns her body, her hands and her emotions. She was happy and full of joy. She had thoughts about the rest of her family and wishes one day everyone would have a taste of freedom.
When Baby Suggs gets her freedom and moved to Cincinnati, she works as a cobbler and takes in laundry. Baby Suggs’ moving triggered many scenes and provoked an intention to others to escape and move to Cincinnati where she had her own house. Sethe and Halle eventually had two sons and a daughter. Garner, the husband slave owner, dies, and his brother, a schoolteacher, comes to run the plantation. Garner’s brother is extremely cruel. He brings two young white boys with him. One day when Sethe was walking outside the room where the schoolteacher teaches the young boys and they take measurements of her body- she discovers they are measuring her like she is an animal and is upset that they do not see her as a human. Sethe is pregnant with another daughter when she decides to run away from the plantation and escape for freedom with her husband, the three kids, and her husband’s three brothers. This scene is highly related to Baby Suggs moving to Cincinnati and this is how Sethe had the idea and the consideration to escape from Kentucky and head to Ohio to 124 house.
When Sethe has the chance she sends the kids in a wagon to Baby Suggs’ house first- and here the schoolteacher discovers the plan to escape. The adults are all horribly punished for trying to run away, but Sethe never gives up trying to escape with her kids. She succeeds- though the children arrived before Sethe and her new baby. When the kids arrive to Cincinnati Baby Suggs has a complex feeling which is a mixture of happiness and sadness, the author describes her feeling by saying that “When the children arrived and no Sethe, she was afraid and grateful.” (Morrison, 159) Baby Suggs was happy for the kids but so afraid to not have Sethe with her and the kids.
In the novel Sethe’s freedom follows Baby Suggs’ freedom. Suppose Baby Suggs’s never moved and never felt the unexpected job of being free. Perhaps Sethe would not be motivated to escape and not necessarily get her freedom and move to Cincinnati to join Baby Suggs. Even if she did, it there would be much more of a challenge in making a home in a free without Baby Suggs help and without offering her house as a home and refuge.
Finally, the scene of Baby Suggs freedom and her move to Cincinnati is a very important step in the novel and it is a crucial event in the story. If the scene had never happened, a major change would be imposed to the following scenes. The pattern of the events might have happened but the novel would serve a different meaning than the actual one. For example, if Sethe had settled her family in a city that was farther away from Kentucky than Cincinnati, the schoolteacher and slave catcher might not have been able to find them and Sethe might not have been driven to kill her own baby. Not being able to follow Baby Suggs’s freedom and her move to Cincinnati might not have prevented Sethe and her kids from gaining freedom. But I would suggest that it would’ve been done in a different manner and the course of events would be other than what was mentioned in the novel.

Beloved

In the novel Beloved by Toni Morrison, it’s clear that the main characters in the novel have gone through things that have shaped them up to be the people they are. Sethe killed her child, Denver is ignored to the point her only friend is a ghost. Although these two are the main people of 124, i feel Paul D’s arrival is a pivotal point in this novel. It’s been 18 years since Sethe and Paul D last seen each other, back in sweet home. Before Paul D’s arrival, Sethe and Denver were living with ghost’s that made a large amount of noises. According to Sethe, the noises kept people away from the house, which is why Sethe and Denver never had visitors.

In the beginning of the novel, Sethe and Paul D are talking on the porch, just as they were entering the house, Sethe warns him.

…”  ‘You could stay the night, Paul D.’ ‘You don’t sound too steady in the offer.’  Sethe glanced beyond his shoulder toward the closed door. ‘Oh it’s truly meant. I just hope you’ll pardon my house. Come on in. Talk to Denver while i cook you something.’ Paul D tied his shoe together, hung them over his shoulder and followed her through the door straight into a pool of red and undulating light that locked him where he stood. ‘You got company?’ he whispered, frowning. ‘Off and on,’ said Sethe. ‘Good god.’ He backed out the door onto the porch. ‘What kind of evil you got in here?’ ‘Its not evil, just sad. Come on. Just step through.’ “(Morrison 5, PDF)

In this scene, Sethe starts telling Paul D about the spirit that’s been haunting 124 for the past few years. By reading that paragraph, you can see how hesitant Paul D was in entering the house. Paul D even suggested staying out on the porch. As they spoke in the dinning room, the ghost seemed to have gotten upset of the words Paul D spoke because the house started acting up again.

…”It took him a while to realize that his legs were not shaking because of worry, but because the floorboards were and the grinding, shoving floor was only part of it. The house itself was pitching. Sethe slid to the floor and struggled to get back into her dress. While down on all fours, as though she were holding her house down on the ground, Denver burst from the keeping room, terror in her eyes, a vague smile on her lips. ‘God damn it! Hush up!’ Paul D was shouting, falling, reaching for anchor. ‘Leave the place alone! Get the hell out!’ A table rushed toward him and he grabbed its leg. Somehow he managed to stand at an angle and, holding the table by two legs, he bashed it about, wrecking everything, screaming back at the screaming house. ‘You want to fight, come on! god damn it! She got enough without you. She got enough!’ (Morrison 11, PDF)

I believe that if it wasn’t for this scene where Paul D scared of the ghost, Beloved would of never shown up. Without Beloved there would be no book. Had Paul D not arrived, it would of been an ordinary day at 124 with weird noises coming out of it, the usual. Paul D as we know has suffered as much as Sethe. Sethe had no one to speak to about her problems, which is why it’s a good thing Paul D showed up when he did. The very first day, she told him about the incident where School Teacher’s nephews stole her milk. (Morrison, pg 10-11, PDF) Paul D on the other hand, it took him awhile before he was able to speak about his painful past. Paul D was scar to the point he didn’t allow himself to get too attached to anything. Being at 124 with Sethe helped him open up, and feel loved. Paul D’s arrival was also a pivotal to this novel because he’s the last one that has seen Halle, Sethe’s husband. Paul D explains to Sethe that Halle saw everything that happened to Sethe when she was in the barn with School Teacher and his nephews. Paul D explained how this incident changed Halle, how he wasn’t the same after that. Paul D defended Halle basically by saying Halle was completely destroyed about the situation. (Morrison 40-41, PDF) I think if it wasn’t for Paul D telling Sethe about her husband, she would of never moved on in a way. Sethe this whole time thought that Halle abandoned her when they were supposed to escape together. I guess you can argue he did.

Paul D wasn’t to thrill with Beloved’s arrival. He would ask her questions regarding family, etc.

…” ‘Ain’t you got no brothers or sisters?’ Beloved diddled her spoon but did not look at him. ‘I don’t have nobody.’ “What was you looking for when you came here?’ he asked her. ‘This place. I was looking for this place I could be in.’ ‘Somebody tell you about this house?’ ‘She told me. When I was at the bridge, she told me.’ ‘Must be somebody from the old days,’ Sethe said. The days when 124 was a way station where messages came and then their senders. Where bits of news soaked like dried beans in spring water–until they were soft enough to digest. ‘How’d you come? Who brought you?’ Now she looked steadily at him, but did not answer.” (Morrison 38, PDF)

Throughout the novel, it’s like an all out war for Sethe’s love between Paul D, Beloved, and Denver. Denver her whole life she’s been ignored at home and out in town as well. No one ever spoke to her because they knew what her mother had done. Also because she lives in a house with a spirit who she calls her sister. Paul D and Denver never really got along in the beginning. Denver gave that sort of vibe that Paul D was just going to ruin things with his arrival.

To sum up this essay, my argument is that Paul D was pivotal to this story. Without Paul D, things wouldn’t have happened the way it did. I think Beloved would of never came back if it wasn’t for Paul D. I also believe Sethe wouldn’t have been able to get over her past if it wasn’t for his arrival, and also vice versa.

 

 

 

Project # 2 – Part 2 – Draft

 

Sethe's Hand

I have created a concrete poetry image with the scene that I have chosen for part one, which was Sethe killing her child. I chose the shape of a hand with the words wrapped around it. The text around the hand is the text from the scene. The hand represents Sethe’s hand. After the horsemen came to claim her and her children to take back to Sweet Home, she believed the only way to save them was to kill them all.  Sethe did not want her children to die as slaves, at the hands of another. She wanted them to die from her hands, while they were still free. In choosing this shape for the text, I believe it shows the significance of Sethe’s hands in the story, which was used to kill her child.

Project 2 – Part 2 – Sullen girl

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As I was looking for an image to depict my passage from Beloved, I was listening to one of my favorite artists, Fiona Apple. Her song “Sullen Girl” came on. The song depicts when the artist was raped and in an interview in Rolling Stone she talks about how it affected her, and how she wrote the song expressing how she felt during that time. I thought that this song in particular would be a good piece to  use to convey how Sethe must have felt when those boys stole her milk and how she carried that pain with her. ”

But he washed me shore
And he took my pearl
And left an empty
Shell of me

And there’s too
Much going on
But it’s calm under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
It’s calm under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion

Fiona  lyrics go on to talk about  this man that stole her pearl, just as those men stole Sethe’s milk. When she talks about being calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion. I though how the lyrics may have depicted how Sethe felt when she discovered that Halle had seen what had happened to her in the barn.

“After I left you, those boys came in there and took my milk. That’s what they came in there for. She had that lump and couldn’t speak but her eyes rolled out tears. But whatever he saw go on in that barn that day broke him like a twig. I don’t want to know or have to remember that. I have other things to do: worry , for example, about tomorrow , about Denver, about Beloved , about age and sickness not to speak of love.” 

It almost seems that she can’t let that information change what she has to do, or has been doing. That she is lost in the oblivion of her pain ,and that anymore information were deter her from moving forward.

I think that the song really expressed pain of a traumatic experience, and how both the women seemed to cope in a similar ways.