revulsion
noun re·vul·sion \ri-ˈvəl-shən\
: a very strong feeling of dislike or disgust
The Metamorphosis By Franz Kafka Part 2 Paragraph 1
No-one dared to remove the apple lodged in Gregor’s flesh, so it remained there as a visible reminder of his injury. He had suffered it there for more than a month, and his condition seemed serious enough to remind even his father that Gregor, despite his current sad and revolting form, was a family member who could not be treated as an enemy. On the contrary, as a family there was a duty to swallow any revulsion for him and to be patient, just to be patient.
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… On the contrary, as a family there was a duty to swallow any dislike for him and to be patient, just to be patient…