free write:

in general, i dont really like presenting. this situation would definetly be worse for me in a classroom so i guess this is a little better. i get so nervous because a lot of people are listening to what i am saying even if they dont care. and because i am already nervous i tend to repeat myself and mess up or even second guess what i am saying. i would much rather not present but yeah i guess this will be good for me in the long run. i would even feel better doing this in front of a smaller group of people. i liked it better when would have to do this in break out rooms. fewer people feels like less judgment for me.