A word that I’m very big on is Perfectionist. I realized I was a perfectionist when I liked anything done a certain way. Everybody viewed me as a perfectionist because I would get anxiety when something is not done a certain way. When something did not go my way, I would feel like a failure. It started happening in 5th grade until the end of high school. I always heard the phrase âjust try your bestâ but I thought your best is not good enough. When it comes to school for example, I was obsessed with getting straight Aâs or Bâs but nothing below. I was always fixing group projects by myself to make sure everything was in order. I would also always stay up late doing homework when it wasn’t necessary. It was very stressful for me but I knew once I got my grade it was all worth it. My family and friends told me it was not worth it to stress yourself too much on the small things because there are bigger things to worry about. Another example, apart from school, was cleaning. It was a chore that had to be done my way. No one helped me when it came to cleaning or organizing. After high school, more responsibilities like a job, harder work and relationships were all very overwhelming. This is when my mindset started to change but I still performed my best. To become less stressed, I organized/scheduled my week, set reminders, and set up for the day after. I started to look at everything differently. When I make a mistake I think âWhat can I do differently next time?â I realized with a lot on my plate, I was proud that I managed/accomplished so much. Throughout my journey, I learned I was able to achieve less and overthink more than actually accomplishing more. There’s a difference between unhealthy and healthy perfectionists. It was very unhealthy to fear failure, get depressed when anything did not go my way. Now, I take constructive criticism so I can grow and become a better person.
Category: Unit 1 (Page 2 of 7)
Growing up, there was one specific word that just stuck with me, till this day it still does. I honestly use this word very frequently, which later on as I explain the meaning behind this word isn’t such a good thing. The word I am speaking about is âhuevaâ. You might be asking yourself, what does this word mean? Give it some thought. Sure, it may sound like the Spanish word âhuevoâ which stands for eggs in English, I can assure you it isn’t that. If you look up the word on google, youâll see it stands for âroeâ. In the Hispanic community we use this word whenever someone is feeling lethargic.
Tracing back the time I first encountered this word was actually a very enticing moment. It was a very dull day, perfect for what I had been doing. I remember playing my PlayStation 3, not a care in the world. When all of a sudden, I hear my name cry out loud, âBRIANNNâ I pay no mind just focused in my own little world. My mom ended up coming into my room upset at the fact that I ignored her the first few times. She had asked me to do chores, I of course was too lazy to do anything and just wanted to be cooped up in my bed and ended up doing chores which only lead to more. For some reason after completing my chores I was energetic and motivated, I remember telling my mom how we still needed to go to the supermarket to go buy for tonight’s dinner. To my surprise she had forgotten about it and replied with the words, âay tengo huevaâ. I was dumbfounded by the words my mother muttered, not knowing what she said exactly, thinking it was a Spanish curse word.
I looked at her confused and asked her what exactly she said, the first thing that came into mind was âdid she just say a curse wordâ and wondering if what she had said was intentional or not. My mother proceeds to say it again thinking I would get it the second time, but I couldn’t put it together. I looked around wondering if there were any eggs near because I thought that’s what she was talking about. After much thinking I finally understood what she meant. I was even more shocked to learn that she was too lazy to go out. I asked her where she learned that word or where it came from, funny enough she didn’t know and just told me she learned it from her parents back in Mexico. Later on, that day, my father came home from work, and I proceeded to ask if he had âhuevaâ to go to work. He laughed and bluntly said âalways ahahaâ. After that day whenever I was loafing around my father would say âVen para que se te quite la huevaâ (come so you can remove that laziness), and weâd go around the park or just walk around our neighborhood to get my head up.  Â
I remember being all happy because the word itself sounded funny, so I was excited to use the word. Sometime in middle school I remember hearing that word again in my class by one of my friends and was surprised he had known it too. I asked him where he heard about that word, and he replied saying âahaha my father says that word a lotâ. At this point I came to the conclusion that there is probably a very large amount of people out there that know what âhuevaâ means and it excites me knowing there are always people out there who go and say âtengo huevaâ, I find that very amusing. It isn’t so bad having âhuevaâ from time to time, everyone in this world can get lethargic, but having âhuevaâ too many times isnât a good habit. As I am typing this, I ask you the reader if you’ve recently felt like you had âhuevaâ.Â
I find myself using âhuevaâ more frequently than before which I come to realize isn’t so good. Every Time I need to do something or am asked to go somewhere I reply with âtengo huevaâ. I’ve been noticing that I am becoming more and more antisocial and just very lazy in general, passing time by playing games or just being on my phone which is very unhealthy for my mental and physical health. I began noticing this change in me when I started my second year in college. The workload overwhelmed me and so I began to erase things from my âscheduleâ which included things like, going to the gym, and hanging out with friends. Every week just became a boring cycle, class, homework, and work. I was just very âhuevonâ (an unenthusiastic person). Getting online for class, doing homework if there was any and if there wasn’t then just be cooped up in my room because there wasn’t enough time to hang out with my friends, and whenever there was time, it was just spent on school/homework. Being an engineering major really has pushed me a lot by focusing a lot on school which is a good thing but has also led me to develop bad habits which I am in the process of fixing.
Nonetheless, it is amazing that there are words in each community that take a word and change its meaning or just have a word that means a lot to that community. I am part of many communities; it was honestly difficult picking a specific word to write about. I was sitting in my chair and muttered the words, âagh tengo mucha huevaâ (I am feeling lazy). I realized what I had said and thought, yeah that’s the perfect word to write about, and thatâs how I ended choosing the word âhuevaâ. Â I was very curious as to where the word originated from and why many people in Mexico started to use this word more instead of others like âflojeraâ which also had the same meaning.Â
This unit was very interesting and exciting, having to read about a word someone uses a lot in their community and how it has impacted them.
There are many different communityâs that many individuals come from. >>As our communityâs seemed to develop us as individual seem to develop with it as well. (<<I think I know what you mean, and that it’s a good idea, but the wording is confusing) In fact, we seem to learn how to adapt within our surroundings. In which case in my community, I was able to adapt to the words that we seem to play with. In other words, what I mean by playing with the words is that we seem to have different terms for the words we use. For example, “aguas“ itâs   is a word that is expressed in different ways. In reality aguas is a word in Spanish that actually means water. Yes, when many hear that word, they think water but, in this case in my community, they seem to be using it as âwatch outâ. But donât get me wrong we would also refer aguas as water as well. You would often hear the word aguas be used by your grandparents, cousins, uncles, siblings and even people who arenât your relatives but that are around you. Furthermore, it is used in different scenarios such as your household, family gathering, or even if youâre having a conversation with an induvial.
.As I recall one day on a ONE Saturday morning, I woke up around nine somethings, both of my siblings already awake one watching tv and the other on their phone watching YouTube. I briefly ask both of them âdid you guys just wake up as wellâ they both replied, âyeah not that long agoâ. So, then I decide to ask them if they knew where our parents were at. One replyâs ânot sureâ and the other replyâs âhonestly not sure there probably outsideâ So I quick check the weather on my phone because I remember the day before the news mentioned how good it was going to be outside, as I checked my phone it shows me that it’s about 80 degrees outside. I then decide to call my parents and ask them where they were. My mom then replies, âoh were outside your father is looking for parking, we just came to buy Mexican breadâ. So, then me and my siblings decide to contribute and help set things up beforehand. One of my siblings started to make hot chocolate while the other decided to start setting up the table and I decide when the hot chocolate was ready, I would serve. My parents got home just in time that the hot chocolate was made, and I said, âyou guy can sit down ill serveâ. So, as I began to walk to the kitchen, my sibling said, âoh watch out its hotâ. But as I walk further in the kitchen, all I heard was one of my parentsâ shout out Aguas esta caliente. In which case they wanted to let me know oh watch out its hot.
Since it wasnât my first time hearing those words, I was able to acknowledge what they meant but if you ever wonder someone who isnât very familiar with the certain words that are being used with different meanings it would just get them confused or even just make them wonder why they are shouting water. On top of that, it is literally spelled the same way nothing seems to change but the way youâre expressing it. Plus, itâs understandable because aguas actually means water and who would think that aguas could also possible mean âwatch outâ.
I donât remember the first time I ever heard the word Aguas being used in the sense of not referring to water. However, what I can say is that I would use it couple of times. The way I would use the word aguas would be whether I have a conversation with someone, or if someone is asking me a question. For example, if I come home from outside knowing that it’s raining and one of my family members or anyone in genral is planning to go out but doesnât know itâs raining, I would instantly say to them âaguas esta lloviendoâ. what I mean by that is watch out its raining outside.
Aguas, is honestly a sorter way to say watch out. Instead of saying a whole sentence itâs basically a faster way to break down what youâre trying to say. Also, itâs a word that I will always remember and carry with me because itâs part of my culture. Besides, not only that itâs something that has been said within my surrounding and I seemed to adapt with. Itâs like another new word that has been in adapted to my vocabulary.
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