I have been trying to understand myself a lot better. I have been trying to deal with my past because it has been holding me back a lot. When I went away to school I had time to run away from what was happening at home.  Now that I am back home things have been coming up and I seem to be losing myself really bad. I am not eating, sleeping or taken good self care of myself. For this week I will be seeking to better support myself so I get back to who I was. Love me more and understand what that mean and set some real goals and value to who I am and live by it. Time to stand in my light and drive the car to my life.