It was that fine morning where you heard the rustling of the wind knocking at the window. It was with great mind to always care for each other in the family. There were moments in your life that are unforgettable and can always leave a stain on you. All seems to be happy and enjoy my life. I never used to understand the real meaning of life. Everything and everyone I took for granted because was spoiled and always the favorite. I was always so full of myself and had everything that I wanted but at the same time my parents don’t always allow me to go anywhere or do whatever I want to but always give me what I need. School used to be the place where I always seem to be very good at doing my school work and was scoring high grades, was always focused on my work and amazed my parents by being the second topper in my class (in grade 8). I was blessed with two sibling, both are brother, but always wish I had a sister who can be my best friend. My brothers will be there for me always but they always have their own age group to hang out with. My brothers were always the best and very protective over me when it comes to anyone bullying me. I love them both and also my parents!

It was one devastated morning to wake up to very unhappy, heartbroken shocking news; it was like god spite me by taking something so precious from me. He was gone, took his own life, and didn’t even sit a minute to think about what will happen to the ones who loved him. My heard was crying but my eyes were dried, no tear, and shocked standing without a blink from my eyes. He was gone. That moment when I saw his lifeless body, I knew he wasn’t going to move even when I called out to him. Lift my head up and look around me and see everyone in tears makes me fell on my knees and started to scream looking at him. From that moment I realized that tomorrow is not promised and we shouldn’t take everyone around us for granted because we could lose them. And if we can stop for one minute and be nice to someone or hear someone out because we don’t know what is going on in their mind and what kind of problem they have. From that every moment I lost myself, I can’t seem to focus on anything.