Lately I feel as a though I fell off track a little with school so as of this week I wanted to get on top of everything. Not with just school alone but with my whole life. It seems as though when something isn’t happening correctly, I tend to lose focus of school.  It’s always been a struggle for me to balance my personal and school life because I like for things to flow. So when one thing is off, lots of my responsibilities tend to follow behind because I can’t pay attention and concentrate on what matters most importantly. I know it sounds weird but the chaos starts in my room. If my room isn’t clean, it’ll distract me and the urge to clean overwhelms me along with other things like relationships with family and friends especially family. This happens even outside of school, if something isn’t going as planned or as great, I’d get really flustered, which I was told previously and I kinda recognize now. I know I have the potential and brains to be a great student but its staying on top of work, becoming more open minded, and disregard events that may be a distraction or things I can’t control