There are times where I do feel anonymous. When it comes to sports I am always the last one to be picked in the gym because people usually don’t see me play a lot of sports. I thought playing sports was ok but I am not a type of person to be very competitive in sports. However, I always did enjoy running but I was not entirely into that kind of physical activity. I enjoy running for the gust of wind hitting your face from time to time. I was never a cool or fun person in middle school. I was still shy about making friends with others from time to time. I never had confidence in myself, I felt left out at times because I thought there were times where I was not good with fun activities like art, sports, or music. Do not get me wrong some experiences were fun and some were not, but I thought to myself as some ordinary person who did not have much talent to show to others. If there was one thing I enjoyed at middle school it was Chess. I will admit I was pretty bad at first, however the thought of thinking the best moves to use against my opponent were pretty good. I guess if there was one thing I enjoyed was keeping my head thinking against others during games. I did not do this with sports because I thought sports were not my best strong suit because of the physical aspect of it. I was hoping this feeling of being anonymous would get away once I get into high school, in some sort of way it did during my sophomore year. That was when I started getting into games or started watching shows. I started watching more shows because I thought with my free time I could watch shows to get to know others. I was always busy and focused on class assignments when I was younger because it was important to me. Looking back now I am probably regretting not having as much fun as I did in high school. That regret did not stop me from wanting to make friends and have fun. It was thanks to the card game I played that it gave me the confidence I needed. I did not know why I felt so confident. If I had to guess it would probably be the fact of not feeling alone any more. With the free time I had I started watching shows often, so if anyone brought it up maybe I can talk about it with them. High school was a new start for me, so I wish to socialize often with others and just be myself.