Poem 1 – Just a Kid from Brooklyn
3 years at City Tech
Sure, it’s a small public school
Definitely not Harvard or Yale
But it’s college
Seeing the acceptance mail
It was one of
If not the biggest accomplishment in my life
For some it’s just another step in the American Experience
But people like me haven’t experienced this
And when I say people like me
I mean kids from the lower income sections of Brooklyn
The East Flatbushes and Brownsvilles all the hipsters seem to forget about
I mean the first-generation students
The ones that’ll have to navigate through this journey by themselves
I mean the children of immigrants
The ones that have to see their parents bust their asses for long hours to keep food on the table
Of course, there are still struggles
Sleepless nights
Anxiety
It’s never easy
And maybe I won’t actually work in the field I’m studying
But there’s something much more important at stake
I have hopes and dreams in my chosen field
That’s why I’m studying it
But what’s more important than the job or the diploma
Is showing everyone
That a shy, dorky kid from Brooklyn
Can put his mind on whatever he wants
And he can achieve it
No matter the odds
Poem 2 – Good Boy
I didn’t want him
Yeah, he was cute
Real tiny
But a dog is a huge responsibility
One that even though it was theirs
My young sisters weren’t going to undertake
I was going to have to walk him
Clean him
Pay for his expenses
But it was the girls’ birthday
And this was the best present they’ve ever gotten
I wasn’t going to say no
It didn’t take long to realize something
In the midst of the crisis of 2020
I had a companion
He was there to keep me sane
I didn’t think I’d get attached
I thought he was just going to be another responsibility
But I love the little rascal now
And he’s not perfect
He does lie around and does nothing most of the time
And he does require lots of clean up
But I can’t remember a time where he wasn’t in my life
Glad I have my good boy now
Poem 3 – The City is Sleeping
March 16, 2020
9:30 AM
It’s uneasy on the Q train this morning
On any Monday morning
It’s packed to the doors with people going to work
But when the governor began issuing orders to stay home
Only essential workers had to report to work
I guess that includes fast food employees
There are many wild views here in NYC
But nothing like seeing one of the busiest trains in the system
Maybe in the country
Completely empty
The view of the Brooklyn Bridge usually brings me peace
It’s my favorite spot in New York
But seeing it today worries me
This city is a different beast
Its New York!
I’d never thought I’d see New York like this
The City That Never Sleeps
Taking a nap
Not sure for how long this is going to last
Some say weeks
Other say months
Other say years
One thing is certain
The world won’t be the same again
Poem 4 – Best Laid Plans
In my head, I have everything planned out
I’m going to be a college graduate
Working in the entertainment business
Living in a beautiful brownstone in a nicer area of Brooklyn
I’ve always been one determined to reach my goals
But sometimes I think
What if it doesn’t happen?
I’m not a pessimist
But sometimes
No matter how much you work for it
You don’t get what you want
I’ve heard of countless stories of people working their butts off at work or school
And they don’t get the career or promotion they want
It’s kind of scary to think about
Because if I veer of my path
Then what?
Go to school again?
Stay at the same stagnant job for years?
Then what was it all for?
It’s a constant struggle in my head
I think what makes it scary is the fact that life itself is scary
Everyone has a plan for life
What they want to do or be
But you know what they say about best laid plans
But then, I remember
All my life has been full of uncertainty
Everything big and small in life is never guaranteed
Life itself is never guaranteed
What I can guarantee is making sure that I put everything I have into everything I do
Everything worthwhile is worth working for
So maybe life won’t turn out the way I envision it
But that’s always how it has been
And I think I’m alright now
So I say
Excitedly
And perhaps foolishly
Bring it on Life!
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