Honestly at this point I’m tired. I’m tired of living a double life. At home my parents the people whole raised me. The people who give me everything I want don’t know who I am. I am a non-binary trans men. It so hard to be come home to a space where it feels like its a lie. I’m outside with my friends being my authentic self. I’m not getting miss genders. I feel the love and acceptance. On the train ride home I lose my confidence and soon as I walk into that door it’s all gone. I flip a switch and I’m completely different person. I get asked alot why not just tell them. Tell them how? They were raised in a different time plus my religion doesn’t allow it. My parent pray 5 times a day and I even try to question it Ill get lectured. They have said it many times it wrong , whenever they see people of the LGBTQ+ community. So day after day I life this double life because I can’t lose the people I care about the most, and it’s really draining , but I am working on it.