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Mystical & Magical- Kathleen

I walked down this path, and it’s a tunnel covered in sunlight and green leaves; only a railroad is left to be seen almost covered in leaves. As I walk further down from a distance I see a white deer, it raises its head to see me,and bounces straight towards me. I’m scared but the deer brings an alluring feeling; composed enough I let the curious deer come near me. I stuck my finger out, giving it the permission to smell me, as it reaches to smell my finger with it’s pointy nose I see a white flash. The flash turned everything around me into white for 4 seconds, as the white faded I was left at the same spot but the tunnel of leaves now had Rock-trumpet flower’s, and my clothing was changed as well. I wore a long dress white at the end and shades of blue at the top with a flower crown placed on my head. I looked around to find the deer, but it was no where to be found. While I kept walking, almost getting to the end of the tunnel, flower petals and little birds came flying and chirping. I closed my eyes and I was already out of the tunnel; I look behind me and the deer was there in the tunnel staring at me, it bows it’s head and walks away. From a distance I see trees and a waterfall, as I walk towards the waterfall; little animals like squirrels, rabbits, chipmunks, and little birds come out from there hiding spot and follow me to the waterfall. somehow I felt that the waterfall was home, as I slowly went into the water I was capable of breathing underwater, I saw fishes swim around me and lead me to a curly leaf pondweed bed. Two seahorse’s stood beside me while I lay down to sleep.

Dear Chaos- Kathleen

My favorite possession is my cat, although I don’t see him as a possession I see him as royalty; I treat him like one too. My cat is like my best friend, we been together for almost 9 years and going and they’ve been the best nine years. I am grateful of having the most loving, caring, a lil selfish, snobby, manipulative, cute, photogenic little cat. I treat him like if he’s my own child I let no one close to him because of jealousy and afraid that guest will fall in love with my cat (which already happens). When ever I feel down my cat finds a way of sparking someone’s mood but by getting annoyed, like running around; not only when I’m feeling down but when I am falling asleep he starts his midnight races and jumps on my stomach. When having a rough day from school or work and coming back home, everyone needs a little bundle of happiness; my cat welcomes me home and thats enough to make me feel better his meows of “welcome home” and rubbing himself against my legs already tells me someone at home is waiting to greet me. I always thought, god forbid if there where a fire the first thing I’d pick up to rescue is my cat ,because he wouldn’t have a clue whats going on plus everyone else in the household like my mom already know’s the drill to evacuate. although my cat is not human to speak to me I sense the connection of communication we both have as a owner and pet. My cat Chaos (AKA TiTi) will never be replaced and will always stay in my heart, and I will always come home to feel that someone is waiting for me to spoil him and most importantly give him love. 

Memo- Kathleen

During the practice Grammar Test, I think i did well in analyzing the idea of the article given to me. I knew the main idea, my reason to agree with the article, and what examples to use. But i still struggle to put commas in the right places and not turn them into comma splices. I also have trouble coming with a thesis statement that i can stick to in my entire essay. I know that i need to re-read my essay because it sounded bad when i read it and really need to explain more if I want to clear my reason.

Alexie and me- Kathleen

2) There was and faintly is a time where someone expected me to fail ; that someone is myself. In my high school years I was lazy and put no effort when needed to in my school work. What made it worse is the people that I hanged out with, there energy made it even worse to get back up and challenge my self into doing better. I lacked confidence when it came to math or calling out answers, I felt like I had a fixed mindset rather than a growth mindset; I felt like I had a limited memory and intelligence. My friends were the same as me; two negative attitudes turning it into a total shutdown to our mental abilities. Once I got to senior year, I set aside my friends and started hanging out with the ones who are really into their school work. I saw some progress on my grades, even if my laziness wanted to kick in I did extra credit work, finished assignments on time; while I saw my friends struggling or accepting failure as a normal defeat, especially in my confidence boosted a bit; but I’m still learning to take control of it.

“superman”- Kathleen

  1. A smart Indian would be a “dangerous person, widely feared and ridiculed” because a change can happen with one person. The high authorities are scared that Indian children would learn to read and be able to overthrow the high authorities. In order to forbid that from happening they lower the Indian kids confidence  because they are “ridiculed” by high authorities. After that; I’m Assuming that Indian children are scared to go through humiliation so they adopt this self-defeating idea.
  2. When Sherman Alexie says “I was trying to save my life” he means that he was trying to make something out of his education, and future. In paragraph 8 he tells us ” Despite all the books I read, I am still surprised I became a writer”; Alexie would visit the schools as often and would see kids trying “to save their lives” by writing their own poems, short stories and novels.
  3. Based on Alexie’s story to break free of stereotypes and dead ends to forge a path to success, one must overcome the negativity that come from others and keep it up although it may bother others. Just like Alexie when he tried answering the question his teachers would ask; and his own classmates didn’t want him answering he still answered, because he decided to block out the negativity that came from his classmates.
  4. Sherman Alexie describes well what a paragraph is but it could of helped if he could of added a bit more detail into it, ” a paragraph was a fence that held words of the Topic“. At least one more word to describe a paragraph.

Flash moment

When I travel to Mexico there is at least something weird or something scary that has to happen. But this last time I went, I want to say God was with us (my mother and I), saving us from things that could of occurred from being dangerous. As I was traveling with my mom, and moms boyfriend and my cousin to Puebla, a state in south-central Mexico, a beautiful place. My moms boyfriend told us to “be careful don’t let your guard down” that wasn’t scary to me; since I’m already use to someone telling me the exact words when coming to Mexico. As we walked to a block to reach a motel a group of men walk by us, making my mother and I terrified. “hey you kid, what are you staring at!”.. oh no please no not today!… my cousin was making eye contact with them from the moment they passed! My cousin is stubborn and doesn’t like people telling him what to do especially if it means to stay quiet; he’s not a fighter but he just loves to be right all the time. But when it went down to this my cousin kept a straight face we pulled him so we can walk away, we apologized as well; but my cousin was still staring and they kept coming closer, “hey kid, see if you wipe that expression of your face…oh so you want to keep it that way..” gosh!?.. no that man took out a knife..my heart raced, I looked at my mom; I didn’t want to lose anyone like this. The mans crew told him, ” don’t waste your time with them let’s go”.. The man would say, ” no, no, no, I want to show this punk to not mess with me, you see that he’s mocking me…nobody..nobody!! mocks me!!”. My mom in the background you can hear her begging for the man to not harm “us”. Thankfully one of the guys convinced the man to not harm “us” so we rushed to a motel and calmed my mother. That night, my mother and I slept on the same bed; we prayed together for our safety and for those that we care about. Two weeks later, we went to a village called Acatlán de Osorio, we spent almost three weeks there at my grandmas house without any trouble. But one day my mother and I, as well as my cousin were invited for a late dinner over at the center of the village. As we were having a blast it was already 1 AM, and we were suppose to be home an hour ago. My grandma lives on a hill, so it takes a few minutes to go up there. As we walked you can hear crickets and the fresh breeze that blows in your ears, its not pitch black because we have street lights but you are still able to see the stars; as we peacefully walk almost half the hill, from a far distance we hear glass shatter, our block was clear and clean of glass. A car turns around from the next block and drives up the hill crashing into lamppost and a electric post.We realized the man driving was drunk, as he came to our direction both my mom and I, and cousin realized this was time to run, run as far as you can!! my mom ran across the street and I still ran in the same direction that the car was chasing me with my cousin, my mom kept yelling, “KATHLEEN!! MICHAEL!! COME THIS WAY!! COME THIS WAY!!”. For some reason I couldn’t do what was asked I was in a ” fight or flight” moment , I wasn’t thinking straight either and I’m assuming my cousin as well.  While we were still running the driver almost caught up to us, but he crashed into my grandmothers electric post and the sparks flew everywhere and over my grandmas house, nearly touching my cousin and I, but her extended rooftop blocked it from happening.. It looked like a hard crash because the drunk driver couldn’t remove its car from the post, when it did it stepped on gas and ran down the hill to the next block disappearing (hit and run). My mom, my cousin and I  were gasping for air..but I was so scared I ended up crying, so did my cousin. It was the first time something like a life or death situation ever happened.

“Girl” Collage- Kathleen

As a little girl I was a fan of boy toys. As a kid, I had a deck of Pokemon cards and Yu-Gi-Oh! cards; although boys did not want to play with me, I still insisted to be part of their boy crew. I Once tried to join a girl crew but the girls either thought I was to “boy-ish” or straight up weird. Thats when I finally went to my mom to get some advice…”act like a girl or something, or maybe bring cookies, why not invite them over”; I was hoping for something else like a “don’t listen to them”. As I went on to growing and heading to middle school, I realized that with my friends being a tom boy was the coolest; you had a set of equal male and female friends. My friend told me, ” it’s not to good being girly and it’s not to good being boy-ish you have to be in the middle” . I took my friends word of advice to the heart and still carry it with me, but that carries a conflict between my mother and I. I use to not wear make up, or wear dresses, nor sandals, and most importantly do my nails. And my mom worried that no guy would be interested by the way I act, eat, sit, and dress; my mom would either say ” Gosh!! can you at least put some gloss on your lips, why don’t you sit like a lady, eat slowly and sit straight, at least put your hair up, put on a tight shirt you are always wearing baggy shirts”. The most vexatious part of them all is when I head to my grandmas house I already know where my mother got her nagging and her “advice of being lady like”; my own grandmother tells me the same thing as my mom and how she acted to get guys my age.. how fun.. No one but my mom has ever gotten mad at me for acting “tom boy/ girl”. In high school my style of dressing started to change, I wore some makeup but only because my mom kept rubbing it in my face; but my attitude was and still is the same. My boyfriend tells me he likes who I am and does not judge my personality nor looks and he “fell for me” because of how I embrace my self as a person and does not take anyone’s advice unless its necessary.

About College-Kathleen

So far, so good college is feeling easy just as I suspected; only because I have two classes. The real fun begins in the fall. The fall semester will determine my strength and ability to maintain a stress free and focused mind. I am worried that once the time hits I will not live up to my expectation nor have a determined and positive attitude to keep up the good work in college, and will give up easily with out putting up a fight. In general I am worried that my confidence will lower than what it is. But I have this other part of me that is anxious but excited to meet new people and start out fresh. As of now I am trying my best to pass my remedial class in order to start like every incoming freshman and also to show that I was able to pass a class to go on to the next level of that class subject. I am well aware as the days go on by the more I want to be able to achieve a PhD to become a Doctor and have a title. That is my goal!!

Description project- Kathleen

Dyckman, is where it all started. I grew up here and still live here. I chose this because I have an attachment to this place. It’s a safe spot. The people here are social. When it’s the summer, it gets noisy around here and the people blast their music till sunrise. In the winter, it gets really quiet and you only hear the cars that pass by. To go anywhere it is very convenient because there are two trains and more buses than you can count. Usually, with my friends we have so much to do here, affordable places to eat, and three parks to stroll around. If you are looking for fun, Dyckman is the place!!

Assignment one-Kathleen

I completed the bonus task. What I like about open lab is the categorizing for your comment; it can be set for any topic the person decides. What confuses me is Having to look up the course to go to the class, to go to the course site, so on and so forth.