Yellow Wallpaper; Horror Story?! Late assignment

In the Yellow Wallpaper written by Charotte Perkins, there is a married couple. John and his wife. I believe this story to be a horror story. The reason for this is because the story starts about with the narrator describing their estate. At first she seems pleased with the home. As she continued to describe the home it felt as if she was describing a haunted house. She then speaks of her illness and how John belittles her illness. John doesnā€™t only belittle her illness but the also belittles her everything about her. Ā John doesnā€™t care much about her thoughts or personal issues. In the bedroom there is a yellow wallpaper that she says is ā€œrevoltingā€. In secret she writes a journal which john doesnā€™t approve of. After the summer days pasts she continues to write in the journal against the approval of her husband. Over time her hatred for the wallpaper has turned into a form for entertainment for her. She began to study the patterns in the wallpaper. John noticed and he thought that she was improving. She believed that there is a women trapped in the wallpaper. I donā€™t think that the patterns that she sees describes a women that is trapped, I believe that she sees herself in the wallpaper. She is trapped within the walls of husband and her illness. She has to hide her feelings away. Personally knowing how that feeling is a horror story in its self. If she canā€™t express herself, and keeps her feels inside she will ā€œcrackā€ which is what happen when she ripped the wallpaper from the walls to free the women. methaoraly she was freeing herself from her thoughts and the ā€œwallsā€ that were up put up by her husband. After the wallpaper was ripped off the narrator Ā ā€œI had to creep over him every time!ā€ this is the most powerful statement though out the story this proves that she had overcome her fears and is finally to break free. This isnā€™t your normal horror story there are no physical monsters or villains instead itā€™s her husband her illness and her thoughts.

Quicksand

At the beginning of the novel Quicksand byĀ Nella Larsen starts with a sentence that wouldĀ anticipate both the plot andĀ characterization ofĀ the novel. The protagonist Helga CraneĀ two year old, anĀ unhappy teacher. HelgaĀ a mixed race, her mother was white and her father was black. It seems as a child she was a very lonely person. She has not been able to identify herself as either white or black. Helga is a teacher at Naxos, a wealthy boarding school in the South that educates black children. Helga becomesĀ extremelyĀ frustrated with the schoolā€™s segregationist race politics.

“… if all Negroes would only take a leaf out of the book of Naxos and conduct themselves in the manner of the Naxos products there would be no race problem, because Naxos Negroes knew what was expected of them. They had good sense and they had good taste. They knew enough to stay in their places, and that, said the preacher, showed good taste. He spoke of his great admiration for the Negro race, no other race in so short a time had made so much progress, but he had urgently besought them to know when and where to stop.” (p. 5-6 )Ā  The white minister tells them that if all black people knew their place like the black people on Naxos, there would be no problems. Ā This is anĀ example of how judgmental the whites were against the blacks. Ā Helga is upset and vows to leave Naxos. ThisĀ shows Helga’s frustration towards the school of segregationist race politics.

 

Quick Sand

The Novel begins at the point in Helga Cranes life when she is a school teacher, She is unhappy with Ā where she is in lfe. Helga has issues with being comfortable in her setting. Ā Race and identity had been troubling her since child hood. Helga was outcast-ed by her black side of the family as well as her white side, Helgas mom was white and her dad was black , her father left her mom and her mother remarried to a white man,

Helga does allot of moving around trying to find a place where she fits Ā Helga finds that when she is around whites she misses being around blacks, and when she is around blacks she misses whites. In the beginning of the story she was a loner, Solitude seems to be her best company. Helga becomes frustrated with not being able to fit in , she is a smart young beautiful woman who struggles with identity

Helga’s Disdain

In the novelĀ Quicksand by Nella Larsen, the main character is Helga Crane. She is a 23 year-old teacher at a well renowned school in the south for black people. Helga had been teaching there for about 2 years. She had been slowly growing weary of that school, but at this point she reached her limit. The story opened with her desire for silence and solitude, because that day had been horrendous for her. Helga had to sit through a prideful speech made by a white preacher, who made offensive remarks toward black people. This was her breaking point, as seen in this passage, “Sitting there in her room, long hoursĀ after, Helga again felt a surge of hot anger and seething resentment.Ā And again it subsidedĀ in amazement at the memory of the consider-able applause which had greeted the speakerĀ just before he had asked his God’s blessingĀ upon them.Ā The South. Naxos. Negro education.Ā Suddenly she hated them all.” (6-7)

After hearing those insulting remarks the preacher made to the black students and faculty of Naxos, everyone else applauded. Their acceptance of his words angered Helga greatly. She decided after sitting all night and thinking in her room that she would leave Naxos as soon as possible. She went into the school thinking that this school was a great opportunity for the black race and she wanted to be a part of it. Finally, however, she realized that this school brings no advancement to her race, and may even be oppressing them further. After realizing that she lacks money to travel and the timing is not beneficial to her career, she starts thinking of putting off the departure until the end of the semester in June. This decision weighs on her because she desperately wants to leave. In the end she decides to speak to the principal at least to notify him about her plans. He succeeded for a short while in coaxing her to stay and be a part of the cause to change the school for the better. This lasted a short while, for in the end she told him that she would leave that same afternoon. Helga was in a battle of heart and mind, desire and reason.Ā  She wished to flee but was caught up in realistic obstacles. In the end she made up her mind to go along with her desires.

Quicksand: The other side of the fence

In Quicksand by Nella Larsen, Helga Crane is the protagonist who seems dissatisfied with her surroundings. Helga’s character development throughout the story happens within her thoughts and actions. For example, in the beginning, Helga begins her work teaching at Naxos. At first she is optimistic about the young minds filled with aspirations, but then thinks that the school institution itself beats this out of them, to quote specifically: “Helga Crane had taught in Naxos for almost two years, at first with keen joy and zest of those immature people who have dreamed dreams of doing good to their fellow men. But gradually this zest was blotted out, giving place to a deep hatred for the trivial hypocrisies and careless cruelties which were, unintentionally perhaps, a part of the Naxos policy of uplift” (11). In understand Helga, I get the sense that she is someone who battles with the desires of her heart and the realities of real life. She questions the differences her friendship would make to the students and compares it to the size of an atom. She also struggles with the notion that money holds her back, and although she struggles to be free and express the actions her mind seems to scream for, everything isn’t as simple to make happen for herself. Helga seems to struggle with the desires she has in her mind and the oppression that seems to surround her regarding race. Helga fumes over the sermon of the preacher who urges that black people of Naxos were superior because they knew to stay in their place, and to go further than that would lead them only to corruption. Although the preacher seems to at times praise the students, Helga understands the message behind the preachers sermon,Ā This infuriates her and she imagines the creativeness and individuality that would be able to be expressed but aren’t, comparing the school to a “machine”.Here Helga again is faced with the fact that her true wishes and desires fall dead on the reality of the situation, and when it finally hits her, she can no longer stand it and devises a plan to free herself from Naxos.

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Helga’s Nightmare

In the story Quicksand by Nella Larsen, The protagonist Helga is facing a bunch of issues she never thought sheā€™d have to deal with. She is a twenty-two year old woman that is half black and white. She teaches at Naxos, one of the finest schools for Negroes anywhere in the country. She went in with the intentions of all confidence and joyous thinking Naxos was a community of innovation and individualism but soon came to find out that it was the exact opposite. I believe this is where her character starts to develop. As written in the passage ā€œHelgaā€™s essentially likable and charming personality was smudged out. She had felt this for a long time. Now she faced with determination that other truth which she had refused to formulate in her thoughts, the fact that she was utterly unfitted for teaching, even for mere existence, in Naxos.ā€ (365) She begins to feel like a failure since all of her ideas and teaching methods were constantly being rejected. Helga felt like Naxos was turned into a machine that had students and teachers abiding by the ā€œWhiteā€ way of how they thought things should be. She began to lose all interest and even hope in teaching anymore. She was slowly loosing it inside by feeling so defeated and disappointed and thought it was time to leave. Helga was so overwhelmed with everything going on she even thought that picking teaching as a career was the wrong choice. Her dreams of going into an all Negro top charted school to help teach and motivate other young beings soon came crashing down. She went into Naxos not accomplishing anything she had set out to do which killed her. I believe Helga did make the right choice by leaving because she was dealing with a lot of interracial and self-acceptance issues that had no good outcome. Iā€™m also anxious to see how the rest of her character develops.

Anti-Assimilation: Quicksand

In the readingĀ Quicksand by Nella Larsen, the main character, Helga Crane, comes to different revelations. Based on her experiences, she develops news ideas about herself. This can be seen early in the story when she decides to no longer teach at the Negro College Naxos. The narrator places her in a setting where she isĀ in her room relaxing from a stressful day of work. As she fails to not think of work and school, she reflects on how she feels working at the college compared to how she felt when she first started. The narrator gives a brief background of when Helga started working. Helga had high regards for the establishment. She wanted to be a part of the Negro education. The author expresses on page 365 “Helga Crane had taught in Naxos for almost two years, at first with the keen joy and zest of those immature people…this zest was blotted out…”. Helga use to be have a passion and joy for teaching at a Negro College until she learned the truth about the establishment. She wasn’t effective of really teaching her students because of the methods of teaching that was used in the school. There was no practice of individualism or expressing thoughts and ideas. Helga thought that this institution was a place to teach black students to conform to the “white” way of thinking. This discovery frustrated her. What made her more unhappy was her inability to assimilate the way the rest of the staff and students did. She was disappointed by how the college ran, insulted by the white preacher’s words to at the assembly, and most of all, angered by the way everything was accepted. It seemed as if no one but her felt that their methods of teaching was wrong, and felt like she was frowned upon because she was the only one who felt this way. All of this drove her to quit teaching there and end the relationships she formed while at the college.

What will Helga turn out to be?

Reading the beginning of Quicksand by Nella Larsen left me really interested In the book. I feel that as the main character, Ā Helga’s character was developing all throughout the story. From the beginning its seems like there is a fighting force that Helga Crane is battling with. Naxo’s ,where she Ā lives and teaches at that time just seemed to be a place that she felt she didn’t belong. I feel that because of the constant Ā rebelliousness and differentiating herself from the other characters in the story that Helga’s character was constantly developing. The mere fact that in narration she was unique assisted in the evolution of Helga’s character.

“Helga’s essentially likeable and charming personality was smudged out. She had felt this for a long time. Now she faced with determination that other truth, which she had refused to formulate in her thoughts, the fact that she was utterly unfitted for teaching, even for mere existence in Naxos. She was a failure here. She had, she conceded now, been silly, obstinate , to persist for so long. A failure. Therefore, no need, no use to stay longer. Suddenly she longed for immediate departure.”(12)

This passage Ā from chapter one of Quicksand is already helping me to understand how Helga’s character is being shaped. It is apparent that at one point Helga was a sweeter person than she is growing to be in Naxos. Somehow Naxos was tainting her opinion of her belonging and acceptance there. I feel that at this early point In the story Helga was already developing a sense of self, different from the person who had originally came. I began to think that Helga’s thoughts of her purpose was even beginning to change. Somewhere where she thought would be of longevity had been turning out to be temporary, and her quest was far from over but just beginning. If her Ā career in teaching Ā was all of a sudden wrong , her thoughts about her environment were changing, and she felt that she had come Ā to Naxos and did not accomplish what was set out , but was already prepared to depart , then it is clear to me that Helga’s character would be developing into something different, maybe greater.

 

 

Quicksand: Solitude (SPOILER)

From the first paragraph, Quicksand by Nella Larsen inspires the feeling of solitude. The way the setting is described and the fact that there’s a lack of other people around the main character, Helga Crane, create a feeling of emptiness and darkness. It’s possible to understand that Helga gets comfort from that lonely setup, where she isolates herself from the outside world, as described here: “It was a comfortable room, furnished with rare and intensely personal taste, flooded with Southern sun in the day, but shadowy just then with the drawn curtains and single shaded light. Large, too.” (362) Even while describing something dear to Helga, her room, the narrator goes on to explain how Crane was unhappy.

The main character is not pleased with her job, where she feels she doesn’t fit in well. That develops into a greater journey of self-acceptance where she tries to find a place to call home. She later decides to move to different places, trying to settle down somewhere. Her struggle, thought, is within herself. Her race and her background seem to always play a castrating role in her life, very clear in the following passage: “You see, I couldn’t marry a white man. I simply couldn’t. It isn’t just you, not just personal, you understand. It’s deeper, broader than that. It’s racial. Someday maybe you’ll be glad. We can’t tell, you know; if we were married, you might come to be ashamed of me, to hate me, to hate all dark people. My mother did that.” (415) She just can’t accept that she is anything beyond skin color. Her pain is way too deep.

Naxos, where you can not be individual.

When the novel begins, Helga is a twenty-two-year-old school teacher at Naxos, a Negro boarding school. Finding herself both frustrated by the complacent attitudes of the blacks in Naxos towards racism and unfulfilled as a teacher Helga decides to leave Naxos and her fiance fellow teacher James Vayle, who is black. Jamesā€™ family does not approve of the match because of Helgaā€™s mixed ancestry.

The first lines in the novel QuicksandĀ areĀ ā€œHelga Crane sat alone in her room, which at that hour, eight in the evening, was in soft gloom.ā€ These opening lines anticipate both the plot and the development of Helga Crane as a character. Helga CraneĀ is a lonely, isolated woman whose life appears to be very gloomy.Helga is biracial therefore not accepted by the blacks or the whites. The author states on page 9,Ā “The great community, she thought. was no longer a school. It had grown into a machine. It was now a show place in the black belt, exemplification of the Whiteman’s magnanimity, refutation of the black man’s inefficiency. Life had died out of it”Ā The school was an example of the theory that African Americans needed to improve their lot, the policy of “Black Uplift”.Ā The education at Naxos, was a place where individualism was very discouraged. Helga becomes disenchanted with the hypocrisy at the prestigious school and begins re-evaluating her career choice as a teacher.