Find peace in the darkest time just like patience which brightens the day. Earth water,air,fire,plants,animals,humanity,faith,war,sympathy. Earth waited patiently day by day but get treated like a slave. I reach in my hat theirs failure, tenderness and defeat. Self reflect its like a watch with  tiny bit battery left.

Life is always changing. What is viewed as life anyway? Is being alive simply thriving and self sustaining? Giving the future inherited genes and then dying? Despite these inquiries, the meaning regarding change stays the same. Certain elements being swept up by the past creating differences, resulting in change.

Life can be changed in many ways. The sky, the waters, the animals, and even us humans experience change every single day. With small details after small details, we barely feel it. But, it will always be there. Especially, when the time has arrived, the large quantity we gain can make a difference in this game we call Life. The game in which we all play. It’s a must, a tactical game that isn’t all related in strength and agility, even speed can’t play it’s part. It’s will, and intelligence. We can’t last if we lacked these certain qualities that makes us humans.

In the beginning the earth was empty. Than there was life, and than death, than life, and than death.This cruel cycle is what keeps all living things in place. Fast ahead many years later. The savage like race that is the human race dwell in caves during their day.

Yesterday just so happened to be my first Labor Day celebration.

Usually, I don’t go out to Labor Day parades. My family’s ideology of Labor Day being a time where people could lose their life at any giving moment was always holding me back.

However that all changed when I was given a chance of freedom.

I was sent to take care of a certain task provided by my parents. After I accomplish said task, I have about a couple of hours before I go to work.

Unfortunately, I couldn’t accomplish my task. But that didn’t stop me from dampering my day.

No… it was what happened after that got me.

My mom had rung the phone. I was shook with the fact that i’m leaving empty handed.

I picked up the phone. I answered with a hearty hello. The rest? Deafening. And indenial, but deafening, too.

And it didn’t stop there.

This morning I didn’t know what I was thinking when I put on long pants. I knew it was going to be super hot but I still didn’t want to put on some shorts. Thankfully the train wasn’t as crazy as it usually is. I have a break today and I’m not sure what I’m going to do.

My day started at 10am and wont end till 9:20 pm. Im so tired and still have a lot to do. Got things to buy. Appointments to make. Places to be. I wish I had a double that would do it all for me.

I overslept. Not unusual for me considering the time I regularly go to bed. 2 in the morning, 3 in the morning, on the weekends it can go up to 7 in the morning. I should fix it but I never bother to. I do my usual routine but twice as fast and in a panic. I make my way to the bus stop and as I’m barely 2 minutes away, I can see my bus drive by. I want to die.

“Okay.” I grumble and pull out my phone.

I go on the MTA website to check the bus tracker.  The next bus will arrive in 15 minutes. God. I want to die. I’m too lazy to stand so I sit on the ground for the time being. I browse my phone for about 5 minutes until I feel something tickling my leg. Slowly, I move my phone away from my face and look at the spot where I felt movement.

A spider.

God, I want to die.

Ever since my first day of college, my nerves have been following me and it’s pretty much taken a toll on my stomach.

The only thing I could be happy about right now is just being early for this class since it’s pretty far from the other building.

I thought I was gonna be late again because of how the train was taking too long to get to City Tech’s station…

So far, this day hasn’t been the best. When I woke up this morning I really was thinking “Is school really worth it?” I had a long night yesterday and wasn’t in the mood to get up early at all.

My day ended very late last night and even after dropping my friends off at their college in Westbury yesterday morning with other people, I had to circle back to Brooklyn to run more errands and try to include regular Labor Day celebrations.

Long story short, I woke up tired from yesterday’s activities.