On my most recent day at work, Juan and I had a chat in the conference room. He asked me how I felt I was doing and if I felt I was lacking in anything. I told him that I felt fine and there wasn’t a thing I was lacking in. He told me that he and Michael felt that I could be working faster and I do agree.
I think that the reason I do not work as fast as I possibly could is because maybe I’m nervous of messing up. I feel like I could be doing a lot better and yet I’m not. What makes the situation worse for me is that Juan is extremely patient and a great teacher, unlike I’ve ever had before. I’m taking away a lot of skills from by interning at Captiv8 but I’m afraid that I’m not doing enough for them.
