Jason Maselli 9/12/19
I won’t lie I usually write things like this at the last minute which is what I’m currently doing and almost each time theres just a period of blankness on what to write. Usually there is a set topic to write now there is for this one too but its different since it has to do with personal experience. During this period of blankness I remember all the other times this occurred and thought to myself this would be a good thing to write about. This happens all the time before I begin writing something. I just sit there and stare at the blank page and do something else its essentially just a period of confusion because I’m constantly asking myself what should I write followed by regret of why I didn’t do this earlier. With every minute that passes by I continue to think to myself I could be doing something else right now which only furthers the what should I write anxiety because I want to write something that will make it quicker to finish so I can do something else. In some even more honesty I spend more time in blank periods then I do on actually writing something because I want a good grade and usually last last minute work isn’t the best of quality so I try to write something that doesn’t look like I wrote it last minute or at least will get me a passing grade. Just making the blank period even worse until after about two hours of nothing I decide to write whatever comes to my mind and just hope it all works out.
