my education narrative / my experince in ELA

I have never been good at ela even since a kid not only was my handwriteing bad but my speaking was bad too in most of my schools I to take occupational therapy for my speech issues. but still every aspic of ela is a still an issue from spelling to grammar no matter how much I write I still cant get better in my problems. the only I really enjoyed about ela was the reading when we did not have to write about I loved reading which is weird because i would do poor in ela but to great in history. i have also gotten better a speaking because of ela but since i mosty keep to myself it really doesn’t matter to me. i do wish to become better at ela but in my mind ela takes a lot of planing whish I’m not very good. for essay i know what goes into but when i put it to motion i always get stuck at the the beginning or end. then i don’t like how it looks or read and i rewrite it again.  ela is like a clyce for me that i can never get out of