Yo whats up Tumi i hope stuff worked out at the end. Most of the things that you end up paying to much attention to ends up being really small things. You over complicate your life for no reason. although you realize all this you still do it. I get it though, its human nature but you have to adapt. Things only move up from now so dont stress it. trying your best is the only thing you can do and that isnt even a bad thing.