Author: Behlul (Page 1 of 2)

FEAR

I scare fear, I eat fear. I killed fear back when I was seven, then it came back from the dead. How to kill a fear that’s dead? 

I never feared loss 

I wasn’t in fear with death, it tortured me but I love tourture…

I didn’t love this one. 

New Fear broke me then turned me into a different individual. 

In the mind alone. I’m scared of it all. …. It feels like I have to contend with all else. I don’t mind  me alone but I mind it when I am alone with uncertain stuff that I don’t know. ((((Isn’t the world full of it ? )))

I was in luck to combat it. What if I run out of luck? 

All the time when I overthinK… I uncover the stuff I don’t like or stuff that makes me feel confined….

There’s no fear when the sunshine is full of life… It’s the cloud times that make me feel down.

All hurts. All FREEZES… WHEN I START… ALL I DO IS THINK ABOUT THE END. I’M THE EXCLUSIVE ONE IN THE  MIND. IT’S NOT CROWED, NO COLORS. JUST CHAOS. 

I love to film you being goofy. Moving forward will flow a really big animal inside me. Balancing my life. 

Money comes and goes; You eat that pear like a rat. 

I saw the chicken’s egg then I flirted with the cat. 

Then Denmark’s animal laws blew on my face.