Life is change!

Change is an unexpected event. It can be a benefit but can be a disadvantage as well. Life is filled with change. I’m pretty sure a crazy virus wasn’t planned in the agenda. At first 2020 was viewed as the year where life balanced itself. But clearly that was a trick we all fell in. These past few week have been depressing and surprising. The universe has been falling apart the virus, the fires, and the fights. What else can 2020 have planned for us?  Isn’t crazy that we stayed inside 12 weeks straight. I knew life was strange but this year has made things very clear.  Strange isn’t even the right term.

I miss having that free spirit energy. Where I actually had a life that was fun. I am a party girl, I like being with family and friends. My family always planned events like game nights and film nights. Staying inside made me realize that I lack interest in many things. I never sat and watched Netflix an entire day up until recently. I never knew jewel painting was even a thing.  Quarantine helped me decide what exactly fits my best interest. I became writing and painting this helped with all the anxieties life was giving me. I managed and adjusted under all circumstances. This change wasn’t much a disadvantage. I’m pretty sure the future has an interesting agenda planned but i’m ready for new adjustments.

We are back in class. I didn’t picture my freshman year being like this. It isn’t a hard switch because I used gmail back in public classes. Learning this way makes things harder but fun at the same time. Meeting a teacher first hand is easier to understand. Virtually it makes things like a guessing game.  It can be frustrating keeping track. In this case i’m learning the need of confidence. Change takes time and patience.