Fancy
adjective
elaborate in structure or decoration.
verb
feel a desire or liking for.
noun
a feeling of liking or attraction, typically one that is superficial or transient.
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the yellow walpaper
“I sometimes fancy that in my condition if I had less opposition and more society and stimulus—but John says the very worst thing I can do is to think about my condition, and I confess it always makes me feel bad”
the word fancy is used as a feeling about herself.