Finding your public voice

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Portfolio & Final Reflection May 24th

Final Reflection

My writing in the beginning felt strange to me. I was always wondering, “Where is this going? How is this assignment teaching me about writing? What will I take away?”. I honestly was always apprehensive about what I was going to write. One thing I did know was that I had to trust the process and just go with it. Now I know there was a method to the madness. In the end it all came together.

It was my first experience working with Open Lab. At first I was thinking there were too many steps to this, but I eventually got the hang of. I thought I was going to have a hard time navigating through Open Lab. But it was easy to use and in fact I grew to love it. The organization of posting your assignments, editing and being able to review my peers assignments if needed for guidance was a plus. Starting an assignment and leaving it in draft to revise at any time was easy. The best part was to hear my professor’s feedback on my work.

I didn’t have any expectations at the start of the semester about my writing only because I had no clue what to expect. I went into class with an open mind. My number one goal was to never shy away, not entertain negative thoughts about not being able to complete an assignment, and to do my best. It was imperative to do the work, attend class and not fall behind. As stated in my Artist Statement, “It was very important for me to stay focused, not get disillusioned and know that I could do this”. “If there is one main attribute that running has taught me is to be strong, don’t give up and keep trying”. One of my goals was to not be afraid and always ask questions if needed. To seek clarity on the assignments, and not worry about being told, “no, I can’t help you”. Another goal was to not exercise procrastination. To learn to drop what was not important and do the task at hand.

One of the things I learned about myself as a reader, writer, and scholar is that I must take all in stride, not panic and just think calmly of the task that’s being assigned. I am a very light sleeper so writing and thinking at the strangest times was definitely my jam. I enjoy and I am able to think better when the rest of the world is sleeping. I need to hear myself think and do not do well with distractions and interruptions. It may seem like I am leaving things for the last minute, but throughout the day(s) I am constantly pondering on what or how I am approaching my writing assignment. I’m a nocturnal person. During this time I am able to create positive thoughts and maintain a good attitude. It certainly helped me completing my assignments, balance home life, work, and the school semester. This is key for me to have a positive outcome.

One of my least favorite assignments was, A Portrait of a Word. I wasn’t into that assignment. I felt like I couldn’t dig deep enough or think to be creative. It just felt kinda blah. I’m not a fan of having those kind of moments. I got past it. I thought I was going to have difficulty doing the revision since I wasn’t crazy about it to begin with. It actually wasn’t bad and went smoother with the professor’s notes for guidance. If I didn’t have pointers on what to correct I truly would’ve been lost. That feedback was helpful. I can only hope I was successful in the revision.

I had some difficulty in Unit 3 with the multimodal assignment. That was due to my inexperience and not being tech savvy. As I stated in my Unit 3 research assignment, ” His achievements have all been accomplished through his hard work, dedication and most of all consistency”. I guess I’m going to have to start applying this going forward.

In comparison to the start of the semester I feel it’s fair to stay there has been improvement. There’s some structure embedded in me. Plus I will hang on to the most important writing assignment sheets for reference. It was a helpful guideline and I could most certainly use it for other classes.

No Problem Revision Unit 1

It’s mid-February and it’s bitter cold. Although the sun is shining out today, looks are quite deceiving. Richard and I finally reach our destination and we enter the restaurant to catch up on things. It’s been a while since we’ve gotten together. Today seemed perfect to sip some wine and indulge in some delicious appetizers.

We are quickly seated to our table and asked if we’d like bottle or tap water while we look over the menu to decide on our choices. We both respond and agree to tap water. The waiter quickly returns with our glasses of water. I said, “Thank you”. He replied, “No problem”. Those words just echoed in my head. Yet this was not the first time I pondered on this phrase. Is it me and maybe I am just overthinking things? I just can’t help wondering whatever happened to other responses, namely, “you’re welcome”. Isn’t that the proper etiquette to say, “you’re welcome” when someone says, “thank you”? “No problem” categorically doesn’t sound as if it’s being interpreted with a positive tone when someone is giving you thanks. The vibe I get when this phrase reaches my ears, is self-defeating. After closely analyzing the expression, clearly combined, “no” meaning “not any” and “problem” suggest difficulty with the task. In most cases and probably not at all it means none of the later to the person responding. It would simply mean to them that they carried out an act of kindness.

I would have to say that although it annoys me to hear, “no problem”. I think the majority of people don’t share the same sentiment. They probably wouldn’t even give it a second thought. And why might that be? Just for the simple reason because they say it too. What people tend to overlook is that language matters. Language matters and it’s vital in how we express ourselves. We are expressing our feelings and thoughts to the different cultures and societies we interact with on a day to day basis. Whether it be in a business, pleasure, educational, or formal setting. How we convey a message via the words we choose matter.

Is it because it sounds half-hearted? Or does it sound more like an inconvenience? Maybe even laziness. At what point in time did we start substituting “no problem” for “you’re welcome”? Dating back to the 20th century the traditional response to “thank you” was “you’re welcome”. Were we not taught this when we were children? It seems that times have changed and we have been introduced to other terms and phrases to perhaps catch the same meaning. Who, you ask? These slangy terms have been exchanged by none other than our millennials and Gen Xers. There are other chic alternatives that have made way to the new generation(s) word bank database. Just to name a few of these phrases, “forget it,” “think nothing of it,” “no sweat,” “no worries,” “it’s nothing,” and “my pleasure”. I am guilty of utilizing some of this language of “politeness”. I will admit in feeling confident to say, “my pleasure”. But that doesn’t immediately register with the sound like, “I’m just doing my job-so there”. There’s nothing negative about it. “My” indicating me, and “pleasure” expresses gratification.

I am a Gen Xer and the youngest of 5. I try not to fall into the trap of using the hip alternatives in a workplace setting. Especially when interacting with elders. I feel they are less tolerant for this new language. I tend to cringe if I hear this “no problem”. If someone is thanking me, I make it a point to say “you’re welcome”. I feel that if I say “you’re welcome” I am genuinely happy, and it was my pleasure to help or serve you. “No problem” to me is as if you’re saying, “yeah ok whatever, I’m just doing what I have to do”. Next time you’re out there take notice as to how many times you say, “no problem” and how many times it’s said back to you. Is it that hard to say, “You’re welcome”? Which would you prefer to say and or does it even affect you either way?

I recall a time having a conversation with my brother. I believe it was during the Christmas holidays. He was pondering on the response, “likewise”. Let’s say for example you say, “Merry Christmas!” and one responds, “likewise”. His point to me was, “why do we say that “likewise”? The more I thought about it, in his defense I guess he was feeling the same way about my issue with “no problem”. “Likewise” is synonymous as “same to you”. It doesn’t sound as bad but since he planted that seed in my head. I am now mindful in my choice of words when I respond to people. Overtime we have adopted alternative forms of phrases and languages.

I’m still not convinced that the phrase, “no problem” calls more attention to the negative, the problems, inconveniences and diminishes the good deed and gratitude that was done. To the point that it sounds off as if you are apologizing. These shifts in our verbal culture will continue to grow. Whether we choose to be more traditional or sway to the younger generation language, it has been embraced. It will take some getting used to for some of us. It’s an intended expression of politeness to an earnest “thank you”. After reading this does it make a difference to you? Or will you pause and think about how you will respond the next time someone tells you, “thank you”.

Running Long Distances: Why Do We Run? Unit 2 Revision

It’s 5:30 am and I have arrived to the starting line for the Sarasota Music Half Marathon. I’ve traveled all the way from New York to run this race and it will be my first official “runcation”. It’s February of 2017 Super Bowl weekend. The original plan was a weekends girl’s trip hosted by one of the gal’s who lives in Venice, Florida. There’s half marathon taking place in Sarasota so why not add that in there too. The idea was concocted by the host and she would be joining me for the race. But when the time came she physically wasn’t up for the feat and I ended up running this one on my own. She dropped me off and the others would join when I was closer to finishing my race. I was excited to venture into new uncharted territory and I was physically up for the challenge. My paces were improving during training and I was curious how I was going to do on this race. I’m no speedy runner, yet I was feeling confident about this one.

The horn blows and off we go, it’s still dark out and the first few miles will entail crossing 2 bridges. I felt great. Approaching the second mile I was saying to myself, “you got this”, that “runner’s high” kicking in. I was in my zone and thinking this is going super so far. When all of sudden I felt a strange tug and a resistance. My right foot got stuck in one the holes that join the bridge and I went flying, sliding onto the asphalt (not grass) like a short stop making a clutch play. I bounced, what felt like more than once on my belly. I never knew one could bounce on asphalt. I landed in the crime scene dead pose position, left arm up, right knee up. While this unfortunate turn of events was unfolding in mere seconds, yet it truly felt like an eternity. All I kept thinking about was my face and how I was going to avoid getting it smashed. I have never had such a personal encounter with my face pressed up against asphalt like that! My left elbow and right knee took the brunt. The core of my body absorbed the impact of the fall and my face WAS spared!!! By the miracle of God it was in tack, nada, zilch, zero! I was a bloody mess on the knee and elbow area, but I stood up, got my bearings and assessed the damage. Of course runners were concerned and offered help. In these situations runners will tell another runner that you are okay because you want them to continue and not “lose” time on their race. One guy told me he was wasn’t running for time and could stay with me. I graciously declined that offer. What did this crazy runner do? I brushed myself off and proceeded to finish my race, and finish I did.

How many of you have ever pondered on the possibility of conquering 26.2 miles or any long distance, but dismissed the thought just as quickly as it entered your mind? So, what exactly drives people to pursue this crazy idea of long distance running? Some people start out by walking as means to lose weight. Others maybe feeling depressed and searching for an outlet that would make them feel better. Whatever the reason, eventually the walking becomes a power walk, and the power walk becomes a run. The more they engage in this new found activity they start to realize they are seeing some physical positive changes. Along with those physical changes they mentally start to feel better about themselves. It’s a confidence boost. Before you know it the energy gives them the drive not only to run, but to also conquer everyday challenges. They develop resilience, mental toughness and grit. The positive impact on their life creates this addiction to lace up and hit the pavement. Despite the physical feat they endure. Most runners are planning the next running venture even when they’ve had the worst of the worst outcomes on their runs.

Some of these relentless runners are elite athletes, but there are many who are not and they enjoy getting their long runs in too. Let’s not forget those who are in wheelchairs or who have other disabilities. And when I say disabilities, oh my – they are in a special league of their own. They rock!!! Achilles Hope and Possibility is an organization founded in 1983 who have empowered over 150,000 athletes of all ages and ability levels to participate in endurance events around the globe. I’ll tell you, this infectious bug DOES NOT discriminate!

It has been proven time and time again that there are endless health and mental benefits in running. The so-called “runner’s high” is real. Those endorphins boost ones ability to keep on going and a rise in endocannabinoids in the bloodstream pass into the brain creating that calm relaxed feeling. Long-distance running is said to dilute the memory of pain. Running any distance is about proving to yourself that you can get there. Getting to the finish line no matter how long it takes you. It exemplifies resilience and you overcome adversity. Robin Harvie is an ordinary runner and author of, https://r.search.yahoo.com/_ylt=AwrEeSR2foxiwFsAdwYPxQt.;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzIEdnRpZAMEc2VjA3Ny/RV=2/RE=1653403383/RO=10/RU=https%3a%2f%2fwww.amazon.com%2fLure-Long-Distances-Why-Run%2fdp%2f1610390202/RK=2/RS=Qr40Z99UgqfiBvFy.9usnx_SDU0-. He like many other non-athlete runners, started out as a hobby and eventually it morphs into some kind of obsession. It’s so odd that his started out with a bet as so did mine, and we both never looked back.

When non-athlete runners try to have a conversation with the “common folk”, to explain how your day started out in the morning with a 5 mile run. As Harvie explains, it usually goes like this, “If you have told this story already, nearly all who listened thought you were mad or at least asked, what is the use! As for the rest they may never understand. They will look on with complete incomprehension at the idea of making life harder still, although they listen politely before turning away”https://r.search.yahoo.com/_ylt=AwrEeSR2foxiwFsAdwYPxQt.;_ylu=Y29sbwNiZjEEcG9zAzIEdnRpZAMEc2VjA3Ny/RV=2/RE=1653403383/RO=10/RU=https%3a%2f%2fwww.amazon.com%2fLure-Long-Distances-Why-Run%2fdp%2f1610390202/RK=2/RS=Qr40Z99UgqfiBvFy.9usnx_SDU0- (Harvie page 14). I couldn’t agree more with this statement. It is classic. When I have conversations with my runner friends we can laugh with one another about when we try to have “normal” conversations about our running day with coworkers,”regular friends” and even our families. They kind of just tune us out after the first few words, are disinterested or the, here we go again look.

Everyone’s running journey is unique and usually goes with a great story on how they got started. I asked a fellow running club mate from We Are NYC Running Club a few questions about his running quest. Here’s what Konstatin Loguinov from Houston, Texas had to say.

Lissette: How did you come about joining We Are NYC RC? After all you live in Houston, Texas.
Konstatin: I was on one of the NYC Half 2019 buses. Got invited to the after party, met everyone and that’s how I ended up in the club.

Lissette: Tell us about your running transformation journey.
Konstatin: Started running a little bit more seriously back in 2018, like tracking the number of miles and stuff. Quit drinking back in 2020, that really set off my running. More time, more energy, less hangovers. Hired a coach last year once I realized that I need something a bit more structured from someone who knows way more than I do about it. That got me to the next level.

Lissette: Why are you running, and what are your goals?
Konstatin: It is a good way to compete against myself and just challenge myself with fitness goals. And speaking of goals… I guess I wanna run all six majors. and Run a sub 3 marathon. Then I can run for fun.

Lissette: What is the biggest misconception about the sport of runners in general?
Konstatin: I don’t know what the biggest misconception is but people make up so much crazy stuff in their heads about it, whatever reason they can think of to not even try. From bad knees to whatever else. No matter what it is – if somebody doesn’t want to try it, they won’t. No matter how big or small the reason is.

Lissette: What in the world motivates a person to run long distance?
Konstatin: The commitment to your goal, whatever it might be – finishing the marathon, a certain time, whatever. After a while, it just becomes fun.

Lissette: What kinds of things do you think about as you run?
Konstatin: The first half of the run – “this sucks, I don’t even know why I am doing this”. The second half – “maybe it’s not too bad” 🙂 Seriously though, it depends on what was happening in my life that day. There is always to contemplate for an hour, it’s just different on each particular day.

Lissette: What advice can you give non athletic runners who are in a quest to search a better version of themselves?
Konstatin: Commit 100%. You can’t half ass your way to a better version of you. And be consistent with it. Although it probably goes with the 100% commitment.

Konstatin’s running journey resonates with with many runners on a quest of a better version of themselves. Konstatin has set a high bar for himself, not only in his running but in everything he does. Running has been instrumental in achieving the goals he has penned for himself in his home life, social activities and his career. Running has afforded him healthy habits, and he has become physically stronger and healthier. Not to mention the peace of mind and clarity it has brought him to see life through a new extraordinary lens he has created as a result of his running escapades. His achievements have all been accomplished through his hard work, dedication and most of all consistency. He couldn’t be more confident in saying that his strategic discipline has made him the runner he is today.

In reality there is no true rhyme or reason as to why people choose to tackle long distance running. There is no exact science that is going to teach someone how to run a long distance without any repercussions. There are many books, you-tube videos, and countless resources that profess such promise. There is one thing that seems to be the consensus amongst runners alike who run long distance. That is through trial and error and consistency, one overtime will gain infinite lifetime benefits. Those benefits maybe in the form of mental, physical work achievements, or social interaction and the thrill of camaraderie.

There is no true answer or magic formula that will explain what drives a person to run long distances. Or to continue to do so despite the journey ending in less than desired results. What was the driving force for me to continue my race when I took that dive onto the asphalt during the Sarasota half marathon? Quitting just was not an option. We don’t quit when the chips are down. We get right back up and there’s something so deep rooted that doesn’t allow you to and it’s not in your heart to throw in the towel. Every time you get back up, you become stronger mentally for the next race or life challenge presented to you. What is true to be said about long distance runners is that they will stop at nothing. Each and every journey is unique and it’s theirs and theirs alone to live and tell about it.

Harvie. (2011). The lure of long distances why we run. PublicAffairs.
Anne McCarthy. “Why do people run marathons?”. 30th September 2021
Konstantin Loguinov: 214-533-5229 | https://www.linkedin.com/in/kloguinov/

Unit 3 Project and Artist Statement

My process for my project was coming together rather slowly. There was information I had collected from fellow runners. My question to them was to explain what makes them run long distances. I also asked what keeps them going on these long runs. I requested for them to send me a one to two minute video in their natural element. Nothing fancy and to just be themselves. I was disappointed in that I couldn’t use the 3 videos my fellow runners was so kind to supply me with. I wanted to use slides and videos, but sometimes what you envision doesn’t exactly unfold. I went into my project confident and excited that it will all come together. I’ve been compiling my information and making some flash cards to write down the most important information I wanted to use. Or better said key points.

I had some technical difficulties putting my project together in a you-tube format. I thought everything would be seamless. But I learned very quickly that if you are not technically savvy this can be very challenging and would be a set up for failure. I wasn’t able to have the guidance of my niece whose an expert at this due to international travel. My you-tube was not a success so I had to rethink and use another method that I could navigate a little easier. I chose to do an infographic. It wasn’t that easy for me due to my lack of experience in this area. I tried to convey the message that I was aiming for without my voice, no audio que sound effects and no background music.

The most important point I was hoping to make is to convey why runners choose to continue to run long distances despite all of the obstacles they encounter. It is very easy to get lost trying to make this point without digressing from the main topic. I did not get to create the you-tube video I envisioned. I felt it would’ve been the best way to keep my audience interested even if they weren’t a runner. I wanted to make it interesting and keep the audience engaged, excited via the audio and visual effects.

I’ve learned through out this project that I have to become more tech savvy. I need to utilize my time more wisely without getting distracted by looking into more information that I don’t need to. It doesn’t have to take that long. If I start to add new information unnecessarily I will lose the audience. Since I couldn’t do the video I had to switch gears quickly. I decided to change it to the infographic and even that was moving along a lot slower than expected. Some of the variables that contributed to my delay was combined with work, personal commitments and another class project. My main focus was to stay calm, show up to class everyday and continue to work through the obstacles. It was very important for me to stay focused, not get disillusioned and know that I can do this. It’s very easy for a student to start not showing up to class if they aren’t doing assignments, falling behind or just not feeling that they are measuring up to the expectations of the class. It’s just that much easier to hideaway. But that only makes the situation worse. It’s important to seek help, ask questions, put yourself in that awkward uncomfortable position to get what you need done. The worst thing someone can say is they don’t know or can’t help. You must not give up and keep trying and keep showing up. If there is one main attribute that running has taught me is to be strong, don’t give up and keep trying. And to always, always have a plan b. I would have to say that my running has given me strength allowing me to not stress the setback of my project. I was determined to figure it out and complete it. This is equal to the confidence boost that running affords you. It’s one of the key messages that I was hoping to convey through my alternate plan b… the infographic.

I hope my audience learns of the hunger that runners possess goes beyond just running long distances. There is so much more to it, not just physically but mentally. Everyone has a story as to why they run. I incorporated real life stories into my infographic of people who went through some very traumatic life changing events in their life. These runners benefited from their already running experience and another didn’t have any. I want to be able to bring to life what they felt inside, even it was just through pictures. I also included some random pictures to show how happy some people were, even with some physical limitations and disabilities. It would be great if my audience is left with excitement and desiring to give this sport a try. That they too would be craving a runner’s high. This in turn would turn into a permanent life style for physical and mind wellness. As some will say and attest to, “running is cheaper than therapy”.

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Running long distances Why Do we run

Final Reflection

Throughout my school career, I’ve written so many different types of essays and papers. There were some essays/papers that I loved and some that I hated to write. Is easier for me to do research papers or S.E.Qs than personal essays. Like the “big papers” I had to write this semester.

Staring with the first essay, writing an essay about a word that has a meaning to us. At first, I was really lost because is really hard for me to express myself with words, and write about personal things so I was really struggling with choosing a word. And compared to the last unit I knew what I wanted to do and how to showcase my idea, so I definitely saw an improvement there.

My assumption at the beginning of the semester about me and my writing was that I was going to not know how to maintain my quality of work, and give things on time since I procrastinate a lot. I’m not going to lie I did procrastinate a bit and the quality of my work wasn’t consistent, but it did improve throughout the units.

In all of the “big projects” that we did my favorite was definitely the unit 3. As it was more about creativity and I really enjoyed to make that video and being able to really express myself. My least favorite has to be 1 & 2. Unit one was the first unit so it was naturally hard, and Unit 2 the “research” part was a bot of a challenge for me which made me dislike it a bit. But I can say that I did enjoyed all lessons and it was definitely was my favorite class this semester, and I learned a lot of things and discovered new styles of writing, new techniques.

 

 

Final portfolio

Unit 1- Mija: a Love Language

As soon as I get home, I strip myself of any trace of the outside and switch into something comfortable. After a tiring day at school, I just want to lay down.  I throw myself on the couch in the living room and let out a deep sigh. Almost out of habit, I start checking social media on my phone. I can feel my mother’s eyes on me. She’s sitting on the opposite side of the couch, with a massive cup of coffee. My eyes meet her piercing red, wrinkled eyes under her furrowed eyebrows. “She must have had a long day too”, I think to myself . “¿Tienes hambre, mija?” she asks me. “¿QuĂŠ hay de comer?” I hesitate. She gets up, makes her way into the kitchen. As I watch her prepare a bowl for me, my stomach rumbles. The hunger I didn’t know I had, is now overwhelming. I meet her at the dinner table as she sets the bowl in front of me. I look at the steam floating from my bowl and I look back at her to say “thank you” with a small smile. She knew exactly what I needed. 

I’m one of the lucky ones. With their green cards my parents were able to find less straining work, as a chef and domestic worker. Don’t get me wrong, our life wasn’t easy but it was enough to make a family of 6 feel secure. Despite rarely being home and missing a lot of school events,(which was basically our entire life at that age ),my parents did what they could to be there for us. I didn’t always feel this way. For a long time, I held a lot of resentment towards them for not being around. My parents aren’t exactly affectionate. The only memory I have of getting hugged by them as an adult, was on new years at midnight, at a family party. They will rarely utter the words “Te quiero”  but I have it written in a few Christmas cards. The hardships they have faced and face everyday as Mexicans in America, have made them tough. On top of this, living in a tiny pueblo in the middle of el campo growing up, my parents and their parents were too busy working and worrying to learn to be emotionally available. Instead of being angry for what we lack, I have to remind myself to be grateful for what we have. They were working all the time to make sure I didn’t have to worry about money when I got older. Now that I’m older, I know to pay attention to the little things. Such as, the delicious home cooked meals and the silent “I see you. I love you. You are a part of me. I’m proud of how far we’ve come.” in the “mija” slipped at the end of a sentence.

Mija is a colloquial contraction of “Mi hija”, meaning my daughter. In Mexico, the word is used as a term of endearment towards younger women by an older figure, not necessarily related. My parents, extended family like aunts, uncles, grandparents, and even strangers refer to me as “mija” sometimes.  In English, there are words like honey and sweetheart but it’s usually strictly used by loved ones. Calling a stranger a word that means “ my daughter” means something more. There’s a closeness, and understanding made between the person using it and the person it refers to. It’s very welcoming and warm coming from anyone, even a stranger. 

As I walk through the Atlantic Barclay station, I pass by several  older women with their carts of cut up fruit, chocolates and churros. They stand there day after day, trying to make a living while countless people with hundreds of dollars worth of technology in their hands, walk by them without giving a glance. I can’t help thinking of my parents when I look at them. No papers to get a real paying job but still working hard. When I get to the  platform for the D train, I see the usual churro lady waiting at her usual spot but this time she has a small child holding chocolate bars with her. I remember selling chocolate in elementary school and my parents having to buy a lot of it because no one else would. My eyes linger at all her options with no sense of hunger at all. “How much for one?” I ask the boy. He gives a worried look to his mother and “ una dollar” she replies. I hand her a $20 and before she can reach in her fanny pack to gather my change, I walk away towards my train that is entering the platform. “Gracias mija” she says behind me. I scan the train cart for a seat but all that’s left are the middle seats everyone avoids. My legs are aching for a break. A short brown man and I are going towards the same empty corner seat. He is in worn down clothes, thick yellow worker boots, and he’s covered in dust. “He must be aching for a break too”, I think to myself.  I offer him my seat but he quickly declines and stands on the side of me. He takes off his bag and there’s a big thump as he sets it down. When the train arrives at his stop, I watch him grunt as he swings the bag bigger than him onto his back. I noticed he dropped a hat he had in his pocket, by my feet. I pick it up and as I put the hat in the man’s crusty swollen fingers, he says “thank you, mija”.

Mexicans in America, like most immigrants, have to sacrifice a lot to make it here. With poor English and sometimes no documentation papers, they don’t have many options to support their new life. They are extremely hard workers and they have no shame because that’s what they’ve known their whole life. This tenacity is passed on for generations. It’s as if being referred to as “mija” means “I see you. You and I are the same. I am proud of us. Thank you for existing.” Their dedication to work is for their loved ones and despite it keeping them busy, they find a way to extend their love in small ways. Despite my parents not knowing how to be there for me the way I wanted them to, they have their own methods of love. All I needed to do was meet them halfway. Relaxing and self-care isn’t something that comes easy to hard workers. They need a loved one or sometimes even a stranger to lend some extra kindness.

Unit 2- Womanly Pains

Lysol is currently used to clean floors, stovetops, toilets. In the 1930’s women were pressured and shamed to douche with Lysol to eliminate odor and bacteria. Similarly, Quest powder deodorant was marketed to women for the same reasons which gave women cervical cancer. Solutions to problems created by misogynistic views on women’s reproductive health created more problems for women because they were made under a male bias.  This bias and lack of knowledge on female anatomy, led to stigmas surrounding very real reproductive health disorders and it has a lasting effect even today.

Women aren’t taken seriously for their reports of pain leaving them misdiagnosed and untreated. This has been happening for years and continues today despite our new understanding of the biological processes women experience. The only way to fix this problem is if you at home listen, believe, and support your fellow women.

The word ‘hysteria’ stems from the Greek word hystera, which means ‘uterus’. Due to male classical thinkers and physicians of the 19th and 20th century, Hysteria became a medical diagnosis for an assortment of complaints made by women, including bad moods, menstrual pain, and even seizures. According to Anouchka Grose, psychoanalysis and writer, Hippocrates, Galen, and Avicenna all believed the cause of Hysteria to be sexual dissatisfactions. Hippocrates believed if a woman hadn’t been having sex, her womb would dry out, becoming lighter and allowing it to float around the body.  Alternatively, Plato believed hysteria was caused by the mourning womb, which was sad when it wasn’t carrying a child. Avicenna suggested that the best cure to hysteria is an orgasm done by either the husband or a doctor because an orgasm brought by the woman herself makes the symptoms worse. Other treatments included electroshock therapy, exorcisms, and experimental drug doses. Hysterical women were prescribed months-long bed rest with no visits from friends and family and absolutely no mentally strenuous activities, such as reading and writing. It wasn’t uncommon for extreme cases to be admitted into insane asylums or be burned at the stake. At this time there were no female doctors. In fact it is no surprise that the peak of hysteria diagnosis was during the time women were seeking higher education. Women didn’t have the credibility to speak on their own bodies. They had to rely on men with their biases to treat them. This led to a belief that there was something inherently defective with women, further discrediting them. This is a basis for the stereotypes and stigmas women deal with today.

In 1949, The Journal of Clinical Investigation asked the question, “women actually experience pain in childbirth, or are they merely reacting hysterically to a stressful situation?”. Using pain measurements normalized on male subjects, they concluded that childbirth is painful. During the ‘natural childbirth’ movement  of the 1970s, there was still controversy as to why women felt pain during labor. According to Elizabeth Barnes, professor of philosophy at the University of Virginia in Charlottesville, Some researchers suggested factors such as her closeness with her partner, his role in the delivery process, and her emotional stability during pregnancy determined how much pain a woman felt. Women were assured that birth should be enjoyable, if only they could just calm down. She says “Women’s pain, it seems, is hysterical until proven otherwise.” Current scientific research considers whether women’s emotions are a primary cause of the outcomes in the treatment of breast cancer, including pain during and after treatment. She says ”The problem is not that we’re interested in the psychological dimensions of breast cancer pain, but that we’re so much more interested in the psychology of breast cancer than in the psychology of testicular cancer or liver cancer. In just the same way, in the 1970s, we were interested in ‘natural’ childbirth but not interested in ‘natural’ kidney stone passage – or in researching the extent to which men’s emotional stability or closeness with their wives mediated their kidney stone pain. Society seems so much more concerned with the role of emotions when women’s health – and women’s pain – is at issue.”

 In two studies published in Health psychology,  doctors were given identical case descriptions for  hypothetical patients, a 48-year-old man and a 58-year-old woman. They had the same objective probability of a heart attack. In the first case, the patients were described as having chest pain, shortness of breath and an irregular heartbeat. The majority of doctors suggested a heart attack diagnosis for both. In the second case, the patients were described with the same physical symptoms, but also experiencing stress. Stress raises the likelihood of a heart attack, regardless of gender. But while the majority of doctors still suggested heart attack for the male patient, a mere 17 per cent suggested it for the female patient. only 30 % suggested cardiology referral, compared with 81% for the male patient. Barnes says “Mentioning psychological factors seems to create a kind of gestalt shift when women are under consideration. Once we start talking about women’s emotions, it’s hard not to summon the spectre of hysteria.”

According to Jean Hailes for women’s health, a national nonprofit organization aimed to improving women’s health, premenstrual syndrome (PMS)  refers  to a wide range of physical and emotional symptoms experienced during the time leading up to a period and the related PMDD ( premenstrual dysphoric disorder) refers to specifically debilitating mood or psychological symptoms that interfere with daily lives. 90% of menstruating women experience at least one PMS symptom most months and 50% of women experience several symptoms each month. Up to 8% of menstruating women experience PMDD on top of physical symptoms. Endometriosis affects 1 in 10 women of reproductive age, with an estimated 176 million women worldwide having the condition. Keep in mind, these numbers only account for cisgender women that menstruate, leaving out large groups of people. Cara E. Jones, feminist philosopher, argues that “not all endo bodies are female bodies, nor are they necessarily even menstruating bodies: endometriosis has been found in infants, postmenopausal bodies, those who have had hysterectomies, and transgender men”. These disorders are way more common than we think and I didn’t even get into cervical cancer, PCOS, the other less common reproductive health disorders, and chronic pain unrelated to the reproductive organs.

A study of gender bias in health care from  Pain Research and Management, states “compared to men, women have more pain, and it is more accepted for women to show pain, and more women are diagnosed with chronic pain syndromes.” However, “women, compared to men, received less effective pain relief, less pain medication with opioids, more antidepressants, and got more mental health referrals”. Women report more pain than men but are given less adequate treatment, proving they aren’t taken seriously. There is a mistrust between a healthcare provider and a female patient because of the gendered stereotype that women are overly emotional and over complain. Real physical symptoms are often too quickly dismissed as psychic manifestations of stress, resulting in the undertreatment of women or a gap between men and women in healthcare. This is not only dangerous but unfair and wrong.

The pain of primary dysmenorrhea is caused mostly by prostaglandins. Prostaglandins are released from the lining of the uterus during menstruation and they cause the uterus to contract. Prostaglandins are also algesic substances, meaning they prime the nervous system for pain (or heighten pain). Prostaglandins also bring the joy of nausea, vomiting, and diarrhea that most women get with their periods. In 2016, John Guillebaud, professor of reproductive health at University College London, tells Quartz that  cramping pain is “almost as bad as having a heart attack.” However, Dr Jen Gunter, OB/GYN, pain medicine physician, and blogger, says “ if you need an analogy to describe period pain, use labor or cutting your finger off without an anesthetic. A heart attack is often not painful or only mildly painful, especially for women, so for me that analogy just doesn’t cut it.”

To this day, scientists and doctors don’t really understand if there’s a difference in the way men and women register pain. What we do know is that biologically, women feel more pain and  when women report pain it is usually followed up with questions concerning psychological behaviors. This not only discredits women but also the mentally ill. Pain is pain and since it is very common for women to feel it, why are people doubting it? Dismissing women because they are women is dangerous. It can lead to mistrust with doctors and with themselves. If a doctor cant help them, they fail to take care of themselves leading to further distress that society already blames them for. They build resentment and shame towards a totally natural thing, forced to live with pain they shouldn’t have to and that they feel they can’t talk about. It is important that these cycles are broken.  Let women be emotional and sensitive if that’s what they are but dont use it against them when they are being an inconvenience to you. We must believe women and sympathize with them.

 

Barnes, Elizabeth. The hysteria accusation. Aeon. June 2020. https://aeon.co/essays/womens-pain-it-seems-is-hysterical-until-proven-otherwise

Chiaramonte, G. R., & Friend, R. Medical students’ and residents’ gender bias in the diagnosis, treatment, and interpretation of coronary heart disease symptoms. Health Psychology, 2026

Gunter, Jen. Comparing period cramps with heart attacks isn’t useful or accurate. March 2018. https://drjengunter.com/2018/03/02/comparing-period-cramps-with-heart-attacks-isnt-useful-or-accurate/

JOHNSTON-ROBLEDO, Ingrid, and Joan C. CHRISLER. “The Menstrual Mark: Menstruation as Social Stigma: Positioning Periods: Menstruation in Social Context.” Sex Roles, vol. 68, no. 1-2, Springer, 2013, pp. 9–18.

JONES, CARA E. “The Pain of Endo Existence: Toward a Feminist Disability Studies Reading of Endometriosis.” Hypatia, vol. 31, no. 3, 2016, pp. 554–71. JSTOR, http://www.jstor.org/stable/44076492. Accessed 25 May 2022.

Oregon Health & Science University. ”Women, Power, and Reproductive Healthcare.” Historical Collections and Archives. https://www.ohsu.edu/historical-collections-archives/women-power-and-reproductive-healthcare

Samulowitz, Anke, et al. “‘Brave Men’ and ‘Emotional Women’: A Theory-Guided Literature Review on Gender Bias in Health Care and Gendered Norms towards Patients with Chronic Pain.” Pain Research and Management, vol. 2018.

Unit 3- An Evolution of Feminine Hygiene Products

I planned to reveal perceptions and expectations the general public had of women’s reproductive health through the evolution of feminine hygiene product ads in slideshow form. I decided to make a video because it is the best way to see the differences and similarities of the ads through time. For the amount of advertisements I included, a video would be the most efficient way to get my message across. Keeping the ads in chronological order was integral to my video. Although I could not include all the menstrual product ads ever made or even the most important, I included  the most interesting and most repetitive I came across in my search.  I included ads that showed women are valued for their purity but are seen as inherently dirty because of their monthly cycles. Women are shamed and guilted into keeping their period discreet for the sake of men. This has not only put women in danger but can strip them of their confidence. I include ads that  show we have left certain patriarchal aspects behind but we still have a long way to go to give women the freedom and encouragement to be comfortable with their bodies  and to educate men to be kind and supportive to the women in their lives.  I tried to end the video on a positive note with the last ad. It is an example of how ad campaigns run by women can normalize periods and reverse the patriarchal stigmas put in place years ago.

While doing research for the video I learned that women reproductive rights have been controlled by men for centuries and we are still affected by that today. I specifically chose recent ads that show how the patriarchal stigmas enforced back then still linger in today’s society but manifest themselves slightly differently. Despite having better technology and more knowledge on female anatomy, women still get the short end of the stick when it comes to reproductive health care because these stereotypes and stigmas are ingrained into society. I’m a woman and this issue affects me directly. This is why I decided to make this video and include my own thoughts on the way feminine hygiene products are marketed to us. Marketing plays on society’s values and expectations. Unfortunately, the topic is kind of heavy and upsetting but I tried my best to add lighthearted bits throughout. My knowledge and skills on video editing, sound, and animation are very limited but I tried my best. I put the slideshow together on Canva and then recorded the audio on my phone. I Included a transcript in case my words aren’t clear.

At the end of the day, I’m glad to be a woman in the 21st century where we know more about women’s anatomy, anyone can be a doctor, and we have the technology where women can and should be comfortable despite our reproductive health cycles. More women are open about their periods and are comfortable speaking on the trials and tribulations surrounding periods. I believe more ads should encourage this comfortability because periods are a normal part of womanhood. And it not only affects women, it affects all menstruating bodies. Menstrual product ads should be accurate, educational, empowering, and relatable.

here is the link to the video

here is the link to the video transcript

Final Reflection

The first day of this semester was my first time ever on the city tech campus. It was very nerve- wracking. It took me back to my first day of high school. I picked out my outfit the day before and made sure to eat breakfast( a meal I often skipped during high school). I walked around like a lost puppy when I entered the industrial maze until I worked up the courage to ask a man with a shiny bald head for directions( an easy solution I would have avoided in high school). My heart would pound against my ribcage, looking to run and hide every time my name was called for attendance or when I had a thought I wanted to share. This continued for the first week or so of the semester. Although I was shy and anxious all my life, after Covid-19 I was way more socially anxious but dying to connect with people . Being in a school setting after almost 2 years of isolating myself away from the general public was terrifying but wonderful at the same time.  

I’ve always had a love-hate relationship with English classes. I enjoy writing and I love having open and honest discussions. However, when those things are attached to a deadline and a grade, it is not so fun. I realized this semester that I can get things done efficiently when under pressure but it leads to extreme burnout. Procrastination and self doubt are nasty habits I’m working on. I have to remind myself that a class is not that serious. I just have to show up and write. It does not have to be a masterpiece  or good or up to my standards( on the first try). The assignment just has to be done. I often lose my motivation and my mindset shifts negatively. I have to remind myself why I enjoy writing in the first place. I like being able to give people a glimpse into my brain and I like getting that from others. Writing is a way to see people and connect to them. English class gave me some of that connection and interaction with strangers that I so desperately longed for. It was a small class with a passionate teacher that genuinely cared about the students. I appreciated that Professor Hall wanted the students’ input in how the class went, the assignment we had, and just went out of her way to get to know her students. She did her best to give everyone a chance to have their voice heard and gave them the space to reveal little quirks about themselves as they shared. I think it was because of this that I was able to make friends in the class easily and my classmates were able to make friends with each other. This helped a lot with my motivation because I felt like I was actually learning. The feedback given by the teacher and the students coupled with the friendly environment made me want to do well on my final papers

In my Unit 1 paper, Mija: a Love Language, I said “the silent ‘I see you. I love you. You are a part of me. I’m proud of how far we’ve come.’ in the ‘mija’ slipped at the end of a sentence.” and “It’s as if being referred to as ‘mija/o’ means ‘I see you. You and I are the same. I am proud of us. Thank you for existing.”. When I read these lines months after writing it, I cringed and asked myself  “Is it really that deep?”. But then I also said “  My parents aren’t exactly affectionate. The only memory I have of getting hugged by them as an adult, was on new years at midnight, at a family party. They will rarely utter the words “Te amo”  but I have it written in a few Christmas cards.”. Although the first 2 lines may be corny and too lovey dovey for me, this paper was about being vulnerable. It was me trying to hear the words I wanted to hear in words I was given by my parents. I  finally was making sense of why they weren’t what I wanted them to be through the big picture of culture, which allowed me to accept them for who they are. This is why I enjoy writing, it teaches me things about myself that I didn’t even know were inside me.

In my Unit 2 paper, Womanly Pain, I wrote “On top of men making up solutions to problems they create with their misogynistic views, men also made up solutions to very real reproductive health disorders and it has a lasting effect even today.” I realize now that I may have a little resentment towards men. Although it’s completely fair, considering America’s patriarchal history, it has also given me a bias. I see writing as a way to improve myself. The writing process, drafts, editing,  revising helps me improve in a technical sense but revisiting my thoughts weeks or months later, gives me a glimpse into the brain of my past self. It gives me a way to self reflect without even knowing i’m doing it and in turn makes me more self aware and puts me on the path of becoming a better person.

 

 

 

 

 

Final Portfolio

Unit 1: You Can’t say that!

Some of you may know that there are some words out there that people from different communities use against others in a context that may be very offensive and sometimes not offensive depending on how the word is being used. One community that experiences this is the Black community. Being a part of the black community there’s some words that we’re allowed to say, and people of other communities aren’t allowed to say because of the meanings behind those words. That specific word that I am talking about is the N-word spelt with er at the end.

For those who don’t know this word, it is an ethnic slur typically used against black people especially African Americans. This word is considered as an extremely offensive word towards black people even if it’s just mentioned without the intention of using it as a slur. This word is also used by black people in a more neutral meaning usually as “nigga”.

The word also has two different spellings, and both of those spellings have their own way of how they’re used. The first one is spelled as “nigger” which is the way that those who aren’t in the black community uses as they would feel the need to say the word and pronounce it with the hard er at the end of it. This way of spelling and pronunciation of the word would mostly help you in a way to tell if someone is a part of the community of those who are considered as racist. The second one is spelled “nigga” which those who are a part of the black community uses in a more neutral way and can refer to those a part of the same community as a friend. For example, if someone asks you if you know a specific person that you are friends with, but they don’t know that some people would respond as “yeah that’s my nigga”.

I think everyone know about this word, but some don’t know or understand the meaning behind it. This word is a word that holds a lot of things that’s related towards the black community, and it should be taught too those who don’t know what this word holds against the black community. The word originated in the 18th century as an adaptation of the Spanish word negro which means black. Over the time it became a derogatory connotation and then became a racist insult by the 20th century, and it has never been able to shed that baggage since then. During the late 18th and early 19th century the word was used by white people as a derogatory nickname towards African American laborers and their non-standard language.

My first experience of this word was when I first moved to America. Back in the Caribbean this word was never really known, well not that I knew of. First time I heard someone use the word “nigger” I was confused on what it meant and why people got so mad about it being used against black people. My first impression of the word “nigger” was that it sounded like a curse word because people would use it as a add on to their curse words and some people weren’t allowed to use it at all because of their skin color or community. Instead of asking people about what the word meant, out of curiosity I did a little research to understand the word a little better. Doing so I found out that it was a word that whites used against blacks back in the day around slavery time and it was a way of them causing mental and physical harm to the slaves.

Seeing how this word has some much history behind it on how this word developed and the main characters of that are people from the black community, outsiders who are not a part of the black community should not use the word. There’s been so many debates happening between people who aren’t a part of the black community talking about why they can’t say the word but people in the black community are allowed too. Those same people are the ones that takes advantage of the word whenever they can and just doesn’t understand or care to learn about what the word really mean and does to the black community.

When this word is used by people outside of the community it comes off as an insult towards the black community all because of the history of the word and the meaning. Instead, they should try to learn the history of the word and try to understand why people from the black community react the way they do when the word is being used against them. They should try to inform and educate others who tend to just use the word because they hear someone use it and got away with it and think it’s fair for them to also go ahead and use it too.

To those outsiders from other communities besides the black community, I would advise them to learn more about the word and its roots before going out into another community and not caring and just throwing the word around like it doesn’t mean something to other communities. I say this because today in the present world we live in there are heavy consequences for using certain words. People are losing their jobs, being disowned by family because of their word choices, and being labeled as a racist for using those words that are connected to being slurs against different communities not only just the black community. You shouldn’t feel so comfortable to know that a word holds so much hatred against a community and be out here using it like nothing is wrong with it because I do think if the tables were turned, they would act the same way these communities act when their offended using the word.

 

Unit 2: Are Autonomous Vehicles safe?

We all have seen someone riding around in that brand new Tesla, Genesis g80, or that BMW 740i that you’ve been dreaming of getting one day. From looking at review videos on YouTube to looking up pictures on Instagram, Google, Facebook, Tiktok, etc… all because of the self-driving feature it has with all the high-quality technology that they come with. Well, let’s just say some people aren’t really fans of the self-driving features and all the high-tech stuff that comes with these cars nowadays. Why? Because they rely on if the technology that’s being used for those features are going to be reliable and safe years from now without any issues due to the fact that technology does have failures and isn’t always going to work as you think. You might think that they’re just haters because they’re old school or just use to the old fashion way of how cars were back in the day years ago but they kind of have a valid point about the whole self-driving car thing today.

Car technology nowadays is becoming pretty much higher tech than before. Some people have their own opinions on whether they think self-driving cars are more reliable and safer but let’s not forget the fact that technology doesn’t always function the same all the time and can be unreliable sometimes. The concept of having a self-driving car is for its coolness and its fancy technology but after the amount of money being spent to manufacture these cars and putting high tech technologies that make these cars driverless without anyone operating it still doesn’t ignore the fact that these cars aren’t technology reliable as you think they are.

In today’s world self-driving cars are becoming more popular and another type of transportation. We all know that car companies manufacture new vehicles and release them every year with new technology added and some of those same cars are always on recall for some type of technical hardware or software failure issue that results into those cars being a problem to people’s safety on the street and that can be a con for autonomous vehicles. According to the company Dawn Project that is the world’s leading expert in creating software that never fails and can’t be hacked states that “Hardware and software failures. Complex electronic systems often fail due to false sensors, distorted signals, and software errors. Self-driving vehicles will certainly have failures that contribute to crashes, although their frequency is difficult to predict” (Dawn Project 2022). In this example, the dawn project points out a con about why self-driving cars can have failures as they are being manufactured and, on the streets, and that it’s not always going to be a positive outcome of them all the time. In this case dawn project has a point about hardware and software failures because technology is not always going to be functioning well all the time, sometimes after a while there can be system bugs that can cause failures to these self-driving cars causing them to function in ways they weren’t programmed too.

A big concern about autonomous vehicles is the safety off those cars while there on the street. Researchers believe that autonomous vehicles could be a better solution to putting an end to human error accidents. Do you think that is possible? Knowing that technology has its flaws and isn’t always reliable all the time, autonomous vehicles would most likely add to those human error accidents. According to Teena Maddox an Associate manager editor at TechRepublic’s she states that “DoT researchers estimate that fully autonomous vehicles, also known as self-driving cars, could reduce traffic fatalities by up to 94 percent by eliminating those accidents that are due to human error. Using 2016 numbers as a baseline, and multiplying 37,461 by 10, this means that there could be 374,610 deaths in a 10-year span, and 94 percent of these — or 352,133 — could possibly be prevented through fully autonomous cars by eliminating driver error” (Maddox, 2018). This shows that researchers think that with autonomous vehicles fully on the streets that it would help prevent and reduce most of accidents that are caused by human error and that it could save 94 percent of people’s lives over a decade span. This also shows how researchers see human error as more of risk than autonomous vehicles.

 

In an article “Driver’s view on driverless vehicles; Public perspectives on defining and using autonomous cars” they conducted an experiment to see people’s perspectives about the pros and cons about autonomous vehicles. They also conducted interviews with questions on the opinions of trust level of autonomous vehicles, are they better than human driven and gave descriptions of how they define autonomous vehicles using different levels. Christophe Schneble a PhD student at the Institute of Bio-and Medical Ethics stated that “Many of the participants agreed that self-driving cars can make faster decisions, either because they have more data at its disposal or because they act rationally rather than intuitively: A human being is out of control, perhaps he or she is too late on the brakes. Or the steering wheel shifts, especially in the case of a deer accident for example. Then you usually end up in jail because you somehow make an action, and I could imagine an AI would bring the car to a halt much more objectively. Should it make these decisions itself or should there be clear rules? So, I would trust the car. Really. I think you would even have to slow down the human being. So that he can’t intervene, and the car can decide where it has control. Like this (ArcInt13).” This explains how the participants in the experiment agreed more with autonomous vehicles more because their programmed to do more and respond faster to things than if a car is being human driven. It does show a point in why people would pick that over human driven but let’s not forget the fact that when those same autonomous cars have a technology failure, they would have to be on standby to take control.

Having trust with the technology of these cars is another point regarding autonomous vehicles. If those who consider having more trust in autonomous vehicles like regular human driven vehicles their most likely to care about the safety of their passengers. Schneble stated that “Participants’ attitudes towards self-driving cars were largely a function of their level of trust. Most of the participants did not have any negative reaction. Some of them expressed doubt especially on the issue of security (both their own and that of pedestrians and other road users), but interestingly, at that time, almost no issues were raised concerning prioritization in crash situations or other ethical aspects.” (Schneble, 2021). This shows that the participants in the experiment gave their opinions based off their trust level of these autonomous vehicles with concerns more about security of themselves and other road users.

It’s clear there have been a lot of growth in autonomous technology, and the move towards it looks very certain given the potential it could very much impact people’s lives. Nevertheless, it also presents many concerns, and addressing those concerns are necessary if the technology is going to be fully accepted by the public.

 

Reference:

Litman, Todd. “Autonomous Vehicle Implementation Predictions.” Victoria Transport Policy Institute, 3 Mar. 2022, https://vtpi.org/avip.pdf.

Maddox, Teena. “How Autonomous Vehicles Could Save over 350K Lives in the US and Millions Worldwide.” ZDNet, ZDNet, 1 Feb. 2018, https://www.zdnet.com/article/how-autonomous-vehicles-could-save-over-350k-lives-in-the-us-and-millions-worldwide/.

Schneble, Christophe O., and David M. Shaw. “Driver’s Views on Driverless Vehicles: Public Perspectives on Defining and Using Autonomous Cars.” Transportation Research Interdisciplinary Perspectives, Elsevier, 12 Aug. 2021, https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S2590198221001524.

 

Unit 3: Infographic

Link to infographic

For this unit 3 project I will be doing an infographic on my research topic which is about the safety of autonomous vehicles. I choose this genre because it would be another way to quickly present my audience which are Cuny students a more detailed way to learn the main points of what my research paper talks about. It also gives them an easier and quicker way to understand or visualize the information given more clearly with the fact that there will be pictures, graphs, charts, and diagrams. As for the design of the infographic I plan to have a design that would be engaging to the readers eyes that they would want to continue to read more.

So far what I have been doing is looking at examples of template based on my research topic and searching for ideas on how I am going to set up the infographic. Other than that, I have been just looking through some of my sources and just browsing for sources with more statistics for information to input into the infographic.

The main point of this unit 3 project is to inform others about how unsafe autonomous vehicles are with their pros and cons. I chose this genre to make this point because it would be an easier way to reach Cuny students by presenting them information with visuals and data that would be appealing to them on a topic that some of them would be interested about. Those students who do own an autonomous vehicle would also be interested because they can learn more about their own vehicles and it can show them another perspective and deeper thinking about the product.

In this process what I have learned is how to maneuver through the Canva website. It’s an easy website to use to create these presentations and using different genres to show your creativity on informing others or just creating something for yourself. Another thing that I learn in the process of this project is that there’s always going to be more information that you never got to explore until you do more research. I hope that my audience learn more than they already know about autonomous vehicles and that it makes them want to do more research for themselves and inform others about what they’ve learn.

 Reflection:

Throughout my years of being in school and having to write about all types of topics, I have always had a love hate relationship with writing. I say that because sometimes it comes so easy for me to write about certain things that I have ideas or questions about and on the other hand it’s like my mind is empty with nothing to say. But I find writing as a good way to get your ideas out, being creative with stories and being able to have others visualize what is going on.

My main assumption at the beginning of the semester about me and my writing was that the topics wouldn’t interest me and that I would procrastinate and not complete the assignments. Even though I still did procrastinate a little I am proud of myself for completing all my assignments thanks to the help of professor hall for keeping my interest with the writing topics we had this semester. I’ve had other English professors in the past around when classes were online, and I would say that class didn’t keep my interest like this one did.

In the start of the semester for unit 1 I wasn’t too sure about the topic we were given to write about. The thought of writing about a word just wasn’t something I thought could be done. Like what is there for you to say so much about a word. But with the help of professor hall going through the process of having us brainstorm ideas and writing down whatever comes to mind it really helped open my mind more to how you can really write about anything if you come up with good ideas that’ll make everything easier.

I’ve learned so much more about writing than I did before or just activities that can help you start somewhere. My favorite thing about this class was that professor hall always had a different activity for each unit for us to get an easy start and understand what is needed to be done. I really loved those activities where we would just write whatever came to mind about our topic or just in general because when you look back at what you wrote it was always something in there that gave you an idea of what you want to write about.

What I learned about myself as a writer, reader and scholar is that overthinking if a piece is good or not is something that I need to not think about. Instead of doing that I think the best solution is to have people I can get feedback from so I am not fighting myself about if something is good or not. I also learned that at nighttime I work best when there’s peace and quiet away from everything with just music in my ears, that’s the best time when my ideas flow the best especially when the music adds a little razzle dazzle to how I am feeling. I believe that there has been progress since the beginning of the semester. Some things from this class would stay with me. In addition, I will save the most useful writing assignment worksheets for future reference. It would also be a useful outline for other classes.

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