Revision Two

 

Works Cited

“A Comprehensive Guide to All the References in Ariana Grande’s ‘Thank u, next’ Music Video.” EW.com, ew.com/music/2018/11/30/thank-u-next-reference-guide/.

Gonzalez, Sandra. “Ariana Grande and Pete Davidson End Engagement.” CNN, Cable News Network, 16 Oct. 2018, www.cnn.com/2018/10/14/entertainment/ariana-grande-and-pete-davidson-split/index.html.

Quintana, Anna. “Ariana Grande Accidentally Starts a Twitter Feud With Her DoppelgĂ€nger Gabi DeMartino.” Distractify, Distractify, 24 July 2018, www.distractify.com/entertainment/2018/07/24/1mvE55/ariana-grande-gabi-demartino-beef.

Foxwell, Georgia. “Ariana Grande Ex-Boyfriends From Big Sean And Mac Miller, To Pete Davidson Split.” Capital, 5 Nov. 2018, www.capitalfm.com/artists/ariana-grande/relationship-history-big-sean-pete-davidson/.

Spangler, Todd, and Todd Spangler. “Ariana Grande’s ‘Thank U, Next’ Video Breaks YouTube Record for Most Views in 24 Hours.” Variety, 4 Dec. 2018, variety.com/2018/digital/news/ariana-grande-thank-u-next-youtube-record-video-views-1203071119/.

 

 

Revision two proposal

I plan to revise my paper that we did for the unit 3 “Thank U, Next.” My original paper was a music review, where I reviewed the whole album and tried to convince people as to why they should listen to the album. For my revision, I plan to a video essay, where I analyze the music video to Ariana Grande’s song “Thank U, Next.” The music video has a lot of hidden messages and references that people might have not gotten when they first watched the video. With this, I plan to reach those who haven’t or who did watch the video but didn’t catch on. Some people may have thought that the video was a bit random and didn’t actually match what the song is actually talking about. But with this analytic video, it will be clear.

Thank U, Next Article

Thank U, Next, Ariana Grande’s newest album has gotten a lot of buzz. The album comes after a storm hit her personal life and after 6 months of her last album. A lot of people have been praising this album because of how it was put together in such short notice and it has stayed at #1 on the Billboard charts for weeks. But not everyone agrees that this is a great album. Jonny Coleman from The Hollywood Reporter said, “But, the whole thing feels like a cheap champagne hangover. Sweetener, her previous album, came out less than six months ago. And it’s hard not to read Thank U, Next as a set of leftovers from these same 2018 sessions, or an unnecessary sequel to Sweetener’s shining brightness.” This critic shades Ariana’s comment about making this album with a bottle of Pink Veuve Clicquot by her side. He obviously loved her last album Sweetener since he said it shines brightly but he can’t seem to say the same for this one. Well, I couldn’t disagree more. I definitely don’t believe this was “an unnecessary sequel.” If anything, I believe it was necessary because if you listen very closely to the songs in the album, they each speak of personal things partaking in her life. This was her way of expressing herself and answering everyone’s question of “Is Ariana okay?” I also don’t agree that the songs for Thank U, Next are “leftovers.” The songs and the vibe from both albums are completely different. If any of the songs from Thank U, Next were on Sweetener it wouldn’t make sense because they are two different sounds. Sweetener is a very pop album while Thank U, Next shows her love for R&B. At the end of the day, if I made an album like this while drinking Champagne and have it remain at #1 for weeks, I would be more than proud. Let’s see you do it, Jonny.

Final Draft

It’s no secret that Ariana Grande has had a rough two years. In 2017, a suicide bomber denotated an explosive device, injuring more than 800, hospitalizing 112 and killing 23 people (Wikipedia).She demonstrated great bravery by returning to Manchester less than a month later, to hold a benefit concert. Earlier this year, she ended her two-year relationship with rapper Mac Miller after his substance abuse became, in her words, “toxic.” In the following two months, she confirmed her relationship with the comedian Pete Davidson. The pair got engaged the following month. After the Manchester attack and her separation from Miller, it seemed like the worst that could happen already had. “Sweetener” felt like it was meant to tie up the loose ends and serve as the beginning of her happily ever after. In her words, “it’s about bringing light to the situation or sweetening the situation.” But, unfortunately that wasn’t the case. Little did she know more tragedy was about to come her way. Shortly after the release of “Sweetener,” Mac Miller died of an overdose in his Los Angeles home.  The following month, after a highly public whirlwind romance, she called off her short-lived engagement to Pete Davidson.

After these unfortunate series of events, fans wondered how she was coping and whether she would address everything after an expected hiatus from her singing career. However, on Nov. 3, 2018, not too long after she broke off the engagement, thank u, next, the title track that was released weeks before the actual album, broke records. Ariana gets real personal and name drops her exes, including her now deceased ex-boyfriend and her ex-fiance. But instead of dwelling on the negative, Ariana handles loss on multiple levels with inspiring grace and self-love and shifts her perspective to focus on gratitude. She thanks her exes for the lessons they’ve taught her and explains how she’s learning to love herself instead. The single vocalizes that the only relationship she seeks now is one with someone who will always be there for her no matter the situation: herself. Instead of leaning on the clichĂ© mopey post-relationship songs, it celebrated emotional growth and increased devotion to herself. Fans raved about the new single, posted its lyrics on their social platforms and declared “thank u, next” their anthem for 2019. And, trust me, I can see why.

Much of this song’s success comes from how relatable it is. I love the actual line “Thank U, Next” because it shows that we can be grateful and want to end a chapter at the same time. The words in themselves represent the beauty of letting go and embracing future experiences. It’s also relatable because we have all had experiences that had caused us pain. We have all been through friendships and relationships that didn’t end as expected. We have all lost people we wish we could say something to, whom we wish we could express our gratitude to. And sometimes, we may ask ourselves why; why we go through that kind of pain. But this song shows us that instead of questioning those experiences or dwelling on them, it’s better to thank them for shaping us into who we are today.

This has been the worst year of her life, as a visibly emotional Ariana said when she accepted the woman of the year award at the Billboard Women in Music awards recently. But, all though her personal life was falling apart, it has been the best year for her career. And I’ll tell you why. A very broken and distraught Ariana headed to the studio and converted her pain into another album that she would release just five months later after “Sweetener.” This turned out to be her best album yet. In the United States, Thank U, Next debuted at number one on the US Billboard 200 with 360,000 album-equivalent units, of which 116,000 were pure album sales. The album became her fourth number-one album in the country and broke the record for the largest streaming week ever for a pop album (Billboard).  Thank u, next fills in the gaps between the moments in her life that made headlines since Sweetener.

So why is this album so great? Well, to begin with, it feels like an evolution for the singer in terms of content, sound, and maturity. It seems as if she finally found her true sound with this album. It’s also as personal as it gets in terms of her life. This album documents a messy fight in the battle for self-acceptance and defines Ariana as the protagonist and antagonist of her own story. Honestly, it feels like a musical diary and although she had several co-writers on thank u, next, the songs feel that they come directly from her. She seems less like a pawn of the pop music machine on this album compared to Sweetener. The lack of features on this album definitely adds to this. Sometimes, people just don’t want a song that’s catchy and repeats the same thing over and over again. You want something that you can relate to, something that’ll make you see that celebrities are humans too because let’s be honest sometimes we forget. It’s great to see an artist really transparent and put all of their emotions into their art.

Let’s do a rundown of some of the songs in the album so you can see where I am coming from. The album opens up with “imagine” a romantic ballad where she dreamily envisions a world with a lover with whom she can find passion and peace within the aftermath. This track is rumored to be about the late Mac Miller. “needy”, the confessional track about her recent emotional rollercoaster, overthinking relationships and the kind of neediness we’ve all experienced when we’re not getting back everything we put into a relationship. “fake smile”, her commentary on her life in the public eye, having to show up and appear fine even when you’re not. Given everything she’s been through in the past two years, this is one of the most honest tracks on the album. But no song packs in as much intimate details as “ghostin.”  It is the highlight from the album, in my opinion.  It seems like a really honest exploration of how Mac Miller’s death affected her relationship with Pete Davidson. She sings, “Though I wish he were here instead, don’t want that living in your head.” There are so many lines in this song that I can honestly say made me tear up. It’s the most personal and emotion I’ve ever seen Ariana put in her craft. What’s crazy is that she almost didn’t put this song in the album because of how personal it is. But we’re all so glad she did.

There’s that clichĂ© that “great art emerges from great suffering.” In Ariana’s case, this proves to have some truth to it. Sadness is something we often experience in our lives whether short-term or long-term. She has shown great courage in the face of trauma, tragedy and tabloid sniping to become the voice of a mass movement towards broad-mindedness and optimism. The point is, take something away from Ariana. Find a way to uplift yourself from stressful or painful situations. Whether it is through music, art, writing, take on that pain and evoke it onto your craft. If you’re a musician, the best songs are those that have some background to it and that comes from a place of hurt. And while you’re at it, listen to the bomb album. I’m sure you won’t regret it.

Works Cited

Caulfield, Keith. “Ariana Grande’s ‘Thank U, Next’ Debuts at No. 1 on Billboard 200 Chart With Biggest Streaming Week Ever for a Pop Album.” Billboard, 19 Feb. 2019, www.billboard.com/articles/columns/chart-beat/8498762/ariana-grande-thank-u-next-debuts-at-no-1-on-billboard-200-chart-album.

“Manchester Arena Bombing.” Wikipedia, Wikimedia Foundation, 2 May 2019, en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Manchester_Arena_bombing.

Harrast, Maria. “All the Highs and Lows From Ariana Grande’s Whirlwind Year.” E! Online, E! News, 17 Aug. 2018, www.eonline.com/news/960449/all-the-highs-and-lows-from-ariana-grande-s-whirlwind-year.

Agency. “2018 Has Been A Tough Year For Ariana Grande.” Star2.Com, Star2.Com, 11 Dec. 2018, www.star2.com/entertainment/2018/12/12/ariana-grande-woman-of-the-year/.

Response To “Sonny’s Blues”

While reading this, I found myself relating quite a lot to it. Primarily in the way that James Baldwin describes the relationship between the two brothers.  When he describes the situation that Sonny found himself in, with drugs and all, I couldn’t help but relate.  It hit hard when he stated, “I didn’t want to believe that I’d ever see my brother going down, coming to nothing, all that light in his face gone out, in the condition I’d already seen so many other.” You never imagine someone so close to you falling down this road, possibly ruining their life. I had a friend who fell down this road and we were so far from each other for me to even help her through this. But then even if I was I would think just like Sonny’s brother, “I haven’t seen Sonny in over a year, I’m not sure I’m going to do anything. Anyway, what the hell can I do.”  You can only help people who see the wrong in what they’re doing. The part of the story that interested me the most was when Sonny and his brother are at the nightclub. At the nightclub, his brother gets a glimpse of his world.  This is when Sonny’s brother finally realizes that Sonny’s love for music was not such a bad thing after all. You can see how moved he was by this side of Sonny when it states, “I saw my little girl again and felt Isabel’s tears again, and I felt my own tears begin to rise.”

 

Revision

 

Publication for VICE

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I’m on the train on my way home from class and all I can think about is how much work I need to get done. I have an essay due at 8 am, an assignment due in my psychology class, and I have to study for a test I have in two days. But when am I going to do all of this? As soon as I get home I have to shower, eat, and go to work. I don’t get out of work until 11 pm so, that means I’m most likely going to be up late getting all of this done. College. Stress. These two words go together just like peanut butter and jelly. As a student, every spare minute seems to be filled with worrying. You always feel like you have to achieve something and make plans for your future. Instead of relaxing on your days off, you’re worrying about assignments you need to complete, or working to earn some extra money. It’s safe to say the educational system and the way it works seems to put a lot of stress on students. To my fellow students, you’re not alone and I completely understand. But, we can’t let the stress control our lives. It’s not healthy. As for college professors, we should turn our attention to making sure students can rebound between intense intellectual activity, just as athletes rest between hard and intense workouts.

According to Psych Central, 1 in 5 college students have stress and may even consider suicide. Most students juggle part-time jobs along with school, worry about assignments, stress about the future, and finally how and when to make the next step. Trying to handle all these things at once can leave you feeling overwhelmed. This stress can cause multiples problems, not just emotional, but physical as well. With the pressure to do well in college, students may become sleep deprived. Such sleep deprivation impairs mental capacity, but this is only one of the many problems that may come with stress. There have been so many instances where students are so overwhelmed they turn to drugs or alcohol in hopes of reducing the stress or just “letting go” for a moment. Next thing you know every time you’re sitting down to get an assignment done, you’re also setting down a bottle of wine or vodka at your table. The abuse of Adderall is also very common in students. It is a strong central nervous system stimulant that is used to treat attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. But, college students who face a long night of cramming for exams often whip this out in order to improve focus, sharpen mental acuity and provide a small energy boost for more productive study. According to the National Survey on Drug Use and Health in 2009, the study found that full-time college students, between the ages of 18 and 22, were twice as likely to abuse Adderall than those of the same age not in college. There has to be some way to put a stop to this amount of stress being put on students.

In my case since this is my first year of college, the transition is what has caused most of my stress. I went from attending a high school where the education wasn’t the best, where teachers barely taught to becoming a young adult, juggling college and a part-time job. Then the rest of my stress was caused by how unprepared I felt coming into college. I felt like I had to work twice as hard to make up for what wasn’t provided for me in high school. But, I see that one of the most common problems is how professors manage the workload in class. During my first semester, I felt like it was just a workload after workload. For example, in my psychology class, we had to study for a midterm and then the same day that we took the midterm, we had to do an essay. Of course, everyone knows that college isn’t easy because it requires a lot of work from you. But, you gotta cut us some slack. How would you not be stressed out with such intense work being given to you back to back like that? By doing this, it’s more likely for students to fail classes and not do so well.

But for my students, I know it might not seem like it when you’re feeling down, but reducing stress is possible. If you’re under so much stress that you feel like you’re drowning (trust me, I’ve been there), something in your routine isn’t working. First of all, maybe you’re not managing your time correctly. Like my mom always says, “Don’t leave for tomorrow what you can do today.” In college, the worst thing you can do is procrastinate. So, make a schedule. This is one thing that has helped me tremendously. Keep track of the due dates for your assignments and get a head start on assignments. It’s important to be productive; if you’re not at work, get some school work done. Also, be in contact with your professors. If your personal life is taking such a toll on you, let them know what’s going on. Some professors are cool enough to give you an extension.

The point is, I believe it is possible for there to be a less stressful college experience. Maybe professors need to change their approach or students need to change their habits to limit these problems. We all know college is a lot but the question is, does it really have to be?

 

Works Cited

 

Mentor Article: https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/8x7xvp/six-students-on-how-to-get-through-college-as-a-poc

In this article, the writer shares their personal experience, presents research(statistical info), and then offer advice to their audience. This is the route that I’m looking to take when writing my paper.

 

1) Damour, Lisa. “How to Help Teenagers Embrace Stress.” The New York Times, The New York Times, 19 Sept. 2018, www.nytimes.com/2018/09/19/well/family/how-to-help-teenagers-embrace-stress.html.

 

2) “How to Recognize College Stress & Send It Packing.” Trade, www.trade-schools.net/articles/college-stress.asp.

 

3) Nauert, Rick. “Survey: 1 in 5 College Students Stressed, Considers Suicide.” Psych Central, 11 Sept. 2018, psychcentral.com/news/2018/09/11/survey-1-in-5-college-students-stressed-considers-suicide/138516.html.

 

4) https://luxury.rehabs.com/adderall-addiction/statistics/

Revision One

I’m on the train on my way home from class and all I can think about is how much work I need to get done. I have an essay due at 8 am, an assignment due in my psychology class, and I have to study for a test I have in two days. But when am I going to do all of this? As soon as I get home I have to shower, eat, and go to work. I don’t get out of work until 11 pm so, that means I’m most likely going to be up late getting all of this done. College. Stress. These two words go together just like peanut butter and jelly. As a student, every spare minute seems to be filled with worrying. You always feel like you have to achieve something and make plans for your future. Instead of relaxing on your days off, you’re worrying about assignments you need to complete, or working to earn some extra money. Whether it is your first or last year in college, you’re under some kind of stress. To my fellow students, you’re not alone and I completely understand. But, we can’t let the stress control our lives. It’s not healthy. As for college professors, we should turn our attention to making sure students can rebound between intense intellectual activity, just as athletes rest between hard and intense workouts.

 

According to Psych Central, 1 in 5 college students have stress and may even consider suicide. Most students juggle part-time jobs along with school, worry about assignments, stress about the future, and finally how and when to make the next step. Trying to handle all these things at once can leave you feeling overwhelmed. This stress can cause multiples problems, not just emotional, but physical as well. With the pressure to do well in college, students may become sleep deprived. Such sleep deprivation impairs mental capacity, but this is only one of the many problems that may come with stress. There have been so many instances where students are so overwhelmed they turn to drugs or alcohol in hopes of reducing the stress or just “letting go” for a moment. Next thing you know every time you’re sitting down to get an assignment done, you’ll also set down a bottle of wine or vodka at your table. The abuse of Adderall is also very common in students. It is a strong central nervous system stimulant that is used to treat attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. But, college students who face a long night of cramming for exams often whip this out in order to improve focus, sharpen mental acuity and provide a small energy boost for more productive study. There’s just so many effects and things that stress can come with. 

In my case since this is my first year of college, the transition is what has caused most of my stress. I went from attending a high school where the education wasn’t the best, where teachers barely taught to becoming a young adult, juggling college and a part-time job. Then the rest of my stress was caused by how unprepared I felt coming into college. Saying that my high school was shit, is an understatement. So now in college, I feel like I have to work twice as hard to make up for what I didn’t learn that I should have knowledge about. The flawed educational system also takes a toll on the students; take me as an example. But in college, I see that one of the most common problems is how professors manage the workload in the class. During my first semester, I felt like it was just a workload after workload. For example, in my psychology class, we had to study for a midterm and then the same day that we took the midterm, we had to do an essay. Of course, everyone knows that college isn’t easy because it requires a lot of work from you. But, you gotta cut us some slack. How would you not be stressed out with such intense work being given to you back to back like that?

Revision 1

Do you feel that you have received the education that you deserve? Or that you graduated with all the knowledge that you need to go into college? I sense that a lot would probably say no; including myself. After graduating high school and coming into the real world, I realized how shitty the kind of education I received is. It’s not fun at all, feeling lost at college because you feel that you were robbed of an education. Our parents send us to school with the best of intentions. They believe that education is what we need in order to become the productive and happy adults that we need to be. While yes, I do believe that education is very important and is the foundation of life, this is exactly why something needs to be done. Our educational system is only getting worse. There are more and more graduates with less knowledge. But who or what is to blame?

Final Draft

Ashley Peren

English 1101

March 10, 2019

 

I roamed around the colmadoÂč one last time. I have to enjoy the last moments of this air conditioner before I step out to this heat.“I have a refresco rojoÂČ, platanitosÂł, hojuelitas
 Yeah, I think that’s all I need”, I thought to myself. After all, I only have 200 pesos on me. I make my way to the register, where primo is quietly singing along to the latest Romeo Santos on the radio. As I place the items on the counter, his boss says “Cuando termines con la gringa, sĂĄcame esas cajas pa’ fuera por favor⁔.” I immediately look up to see who they’re talking about and I catch both of them looking at me. Did they just call me a gringa? “Diganme, cual es la gringa?”⁶, I ask with the bitchiest tone. They both look at each other, almost in shock to see that I speak spanish. “Ay disculpa mami, es que con ese flow tuyo”⁷, says the boss. Wait, what’s that supposed to mean?

“La gringa.” “La blanquita.” Si ustedes supieran que yo como plátanos así como ustedes. Growing up, it wasn’t uncommon for people to assume I was white. Or in the case where they figured out I was hispanic, it was “Oh!, you’re Mexican?”  But, in my family I am the gringa.

The word gringo/a can be used in so many different ways. It can be used to broadly and inoffensively refer to a group of U.S citizens. In another context, you would call a person this if they didn’t speak spanish or aren’t in touch with their latino roots. The origin of the word is honestly hazy. There are so many different theories regarding where it came from. People believe  that it came from Mexican-American War in 1846. This is because American troops were dressed in green uniforms and were often told “green go home.” But, then there’s numbers of theories that point further back to the 17th and 18th centuries about the word being a Spanish (as in from Spain) derivative of “peregrino” or pilgrim, and of “griego,” from an expression of “it’s like you’re speaking Greek” or being misunderstood. In other words, this means the term  originally didn’t refer to people from the United States. Don’t get me wrong though, use it in the wrong context and this word can be offensive. As Coates pointed out in his article “In Defense of a Loaded Word”, it’s all about context and relationships. More specifically, he talks about how names take on different meanings within the relationship, which is fundamental to human language.

At home, no one was fluent in english. This meant I had to learn english on my own because at 4 years old, I would be starting school. Thanks to Dora, her cousin Diego, Blue’s Clues, and Sesame Street, I learned the basics so I wasn’t completely lost at school. As I learned more in school, I started forgetting Spanish. I mean I was about 7 years old trying to balance two languages, gotta cut me some slack. As time went on, my spanish wasn’t the best. I would pronounce words wrong, I would mix up the tenses, I had a tough time translating; I was a mess. So because of this, I earned the title of la gringa. Although my family didn’t mean it in an offensive way, it didn’t make me feel the best. It was almost like calling me that excluded me from the family or even the culture. Okay, I will admit that I don’t look like most Dominicans, more specifically the ones in my family. My skin complexion is much lighter, my hair doesn’t curl, and I don’t tan I get sunburned. But, I think my family sometimes forgets that I am mixed. My dad was Panamanian so there’s that.

Now, in Dominican Republic a foreigner is identified because of their behavior, dressing preference, and brands on their belongings. In D.R, there are even songs made about gringas, like about marrying one to get out of the country and live a better life. In D.R, more than one-fourth of the workforce is unemployed.  With basic services like electricity, water, and public transportation becoming so unreliable, living in the U.S is a luxurious life. Let’s not even start on the violence and corruption that lives in this country. To them, los gringos have it all. Although we may not have the same problems as them, the truth is most of us are miserable. Even with all of the economical problems and the violence, Dominicans are still full of life. A Dominican can be unemployed, living in un campo, and you’ll still see them posted up outside a bodegaâč with a Presidente saying, “Hoy se bebĂ© coño.” ÂčÂč with a big ass smile on their face. In the U.S, depression is a big thing. Yeah, they might be jealous of our economical stature but I’m jealous of the cultural difference. Over there, everyone knows each other. While here in the U.S, half of us don’t even know our neighbors. Bottom line is, “us gringos” go through it too mi gente. We don’t have it all and we don’t live a perfect life either. It’s hard out here too.

To some, it may not seem like a big deal and you know what, it may not be. Some may think they’ve been called worse. But, for some reason being called gringa really ticks me off especially when it comes from family. Maybe it’s because I feel like it separates me from the rest of my family and it makes me feel less Latina. And trust me, if I’m proud about anything, it’s about being Latina. It’s honestly not meant to be an offensive word but just like any other word; it’s not what you say, it’s how you say it. So unless you want to see the aggressive Latina to come out, don’t call me that.

  1. Colmado: corner-store; convenience store
  2. Refresco rojo: red soda (dominican soda)
  3. Platanitos: Plantain chips
  4. Hojuelitas: Dominican cheese chips
  5. “Cuando termines con la gringa, sacame esas cajas pa’ fuera por favor”: When you finish with the gringa, take these boxes out for me please.
  6. “Diganme, cual es la gringa”: Tell me, who’s the gringa.
  7. “Ay disculpa mami, es que con ese flow tuyo”: Sorry mami, it’s your swag
  8. “Si ustedes supieran que yo como plátanos así como ustedes”: If you guys knew that I eat plantains too
  9. Bodega: corner-store; convenience store
  10. Presidente: dominican beer
  11. “Hoy se bebe”: Today we’re drinking.
  12. Mi gente: My people

Works Cited

Ramirez, Aida. “Who, Exactly, Is A Gringo?” NPR, NPR, 7 Aug. 2013, www.npr.org/sections/codeswitch/2013/08/07/209266300/who-exactly-is-a-gringo.

“GRINGA.” Urban Dictionary, www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=GRINGA.

“What Does Gringo Mean Anyways?” Always a Gringa, 5 Jan. 2018, www.alwaysagringa.com/2017/07/12/gringo-mean-anyways/.

 

Rough Draft

“La gringa.” “La blanquita.” Si ustedes supieran que yo como plátanos así como ustedes. Growing up, it wasn’t uncommon for people to assume I was white. Or in the case where they figured out I was hispanic, it was “Oh!, you’re Mexican?”  But, in my family I am the gringa.

The word gringo/a can be used in so many different ways. It can be used to broadly and inoffensively refer to a group of U.S citizens. In another context, you would call a person this if they didn’t speak spanish or aren’t in touch with their latino roots. The origin of the word is honestly hazy. There are so many different theories regarding where it came from. People believe  that it came from Mexican-American War in 1846. This is because American troops were dressed in green uniforms and were often told “green go home.” But, then there’s numbers of theories that point further back to the 17th and 18th centuries about the word being a Spanish (as in from Spain) derivative of “peregrino” or pilgrim, and of “griego,” from an expression of “it’s like you’re speaking Greek” or being misunderstood. In other words, this means the term  originally didn’t refer to people from the United States. Don’t get me wrong though, use it in the wrong context and this word can be offensive. As Coates pointed out in his article “In Defense of a Loaded Word”, it’s all about context and relationships.

At home, no one was fluent in english. This meant I had to learn english on my own because at 4 years old, I would be starting school. Thanks to Dora, her cousin Diego, Blue’s Clues, and Sesame Street, I learned the basics so I wasn’t completely lost at school. As I learned more in school, I started forgetting Spanish. I mean I was about 7 years old trying to balance two languages, gotta cut me some slack. As time went on, my spanish wasn’t the best. I was officially la gringa. Although my family didn’t mean it in an offensive way, it didn’t make me feel the best. I felt that calling me that, excluded me from the family or even the culture. I will admit that I don’t look like most Dominicans, more specifically the ones in my family. My skin complexion is much lighter, my hair doesn’t curl, and I don’t tan I get sunburned. But, I think my family sometimes forgets that I am mixed. My dad was Panamanian so there’s that.

Now, in Dominican Republic a foreigner is identified because of their behavior, dressing preference, and brands on their belongings. In D.R, there are even songs made about gringas, like about marrying one to get out of the country and live a better life. In D.R, more than one-fourth of the workforce is unemployed.  With basic services like electricity, water, and public transportation becoming so unreliable, living in the U.S is a luxurious life. Let’s not even start on the violence and corruption that lives in this country. To them, los gringos have it all. Although we may not have the same problems as them, the truth is most of us are miserable. Even with all of the economical problems and the violence, Dominicans are still full of life. A Dominican can be unemployed, living in un campo, and you’ll still see them posted up outside a bodega with a Presidente saying, “Hoy se bebĂ© coño.” with a big ass smile on their face. In the U.S, depression is a big thing. Yeah, they might be jealous of our economical stature but I’m jealous of the cultural difference. Over there, everyone knows each other. While here in the U.S, half of us don’t even know our neighbors. Bottom line is, us gringos go through it too mi gente. We don’t have it all and we don’t live a perfect life either. It’s hard out here too.