Balancing Acts and Big Dreams: Internship Applications as a COMD Senior

As a senior in the Communication Design program at City Tech, applying to internships wasn’t just another task. It was a significant step toward the creative work I’ve always dreamed of, blending visual storytelling with connection and real-world impact. I knew the program would be competitive. I didn’t fully expect how long and demanding the process would be.

“It’s not just about getting in. It’s about holding it all together while you do.”


A Long Process with a Longer Wait

The application for the spring cycle opened in November, but the internship placements didn’t start until March. That meant four months of waiting, checking emails, and staying hopeful while continuing to juggle everything else over finals, breaks, and holidays. It became increasingly difficult to stay hopeful during that waiting period.

“Even before the internship begins, you’re already building something real.


Rebuilding My Résumé and Portfolio

To apply, I had to rethink how I presented myself entirely. I redid my résumé from top to bottom, ensuring every bullet point wasn’t just about what I did but how I made a difference. I also rebuilt my portfolio with purpose, carefully curating pieces that told a story about who I am as a designer.

“It wasn’t about showing everything I’d ever done. It was about choosing the work that said something about who I am.”

I focused on projects that combine illustration, science communication, strategic problem-solving, and creating an authentic connection. Every section was redesigned to feel intentional and honest, because I knew that my work had to speak for me before I ever had a chance to.

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Juggling Everything, All at Once

At the same time, I was working multiple jobs, living alone, and trying to keep up with a full course load. I’ve made the Dean’s List every semester because I hold myself to a high standard, but doing that while building this application pushed me in every way.

“Some nights, I came home from work too tired to eat dinner sitting down, but I still opened my laptop and kept going.”

It wasn’t just about discipline. It was about resilience. It was about believing in my future, even when my present felt overwhelming.


More Than a Placement

This internship program isn’t just another line on my résumé. For me, it represents a bigger belief in the power of creative work to serve communities through cultural centers and hubs. Whether I ended up at a museum, nonprofit, or gallery space, I know I’ve grown just through applying.

“The act of applying taught me that persistence is creative too.”

If you’re considering applying, especially balancing school, work, and life alone like me, know that your story matters. Your effort matters. And your voice belongs in these spaces.


Final Thoughts

This experience reminded me that being a designer means more than having technical skills. It means showing up, staying grounded, and finding space for your voice even when there’s no time left in the day. Your voice is a powerful tool in the creative process, and making space for it is essential.

And sometimes, showing up for yourself is the most powerful design of all.