My unstoppable sins
Iām so hurt, so numb.
My heart is torturing itself without any awareness.
I have lost the empathy of my heart.
My soul is full of the flame of a volcano. I worry that one day I wonāt be able to say goodbye.
My broken bones have broken as a cup of glass.
Iām the star but without her moon
Iām getting weak day by day.
Expressions are like stabbing a knife in my heart
Iāve lost the sunlight in my soul.
My sins arenāt my sin but are the beats of my heart.
My tears are the tears of thunderstorms.
āDeath will find you even if ye hide in fortresses, built up strong and highā Quran.
I have been trapped in the sadness of my heart.
One day my heart will explode with nothing but the emptiness of nothing. I touch my pain and scars with my pen.
My senseless feelings are like a death in a graveyard.
Rainy Day
Born in the country, moved to the city
young, pure, and innocent
I lived with all summer
not even a rainy day.
I always wished for rain
I wanted to feel the cold
Rainy days were long to come
sometimes it took years to rain.
The first time
playing with rain
a dream come true
Good days donāt last long,
as they said .
I moved to another part of the world
The first time, feeling cold and sick.
I left my family and friends to start a new life
But nothing lasts long.
Years have passed
the coldness grew inside
It grew more prominent
Every year I wanted
to go back home
Be me and nothing but me
I hated cold rain
It was reminder
Of loneliness and sadness.
But Raindrops were my tears
that I dreamed for years.
Pretend
I canāt pretend everything between
you and I are perfect
I am so sick, tired, of this fake life.
Itās hurtful and painful
Of you going her
I canāt do anything about it
So damage that everything
with you and her is true but me
itās a fake game to you.
I am so hurt, lost; soo lost that
I would give you everything
to be with me, even if not honest.
I am very desperate for your fake love.
As long I have you coming to me
at night beside me with me,
even if it means to hear all hurtful
The Comments you describe me
I need you to need me.
I Donāt HateĀ
I donāt hate anybody
Even the friends
who let me down
I love them but I canāt
accept the thought of them
hurting me again.
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