It was my freshman year of college. I was on the dating/make friend app for queer people. I was a very antisocial person back then and talking to people in person was scary for me. After being on the app for a while I finally meet couple that has similar things in common with me. It was going great we quickly became friends. we would text all the time. After a while the couple broke up but I still kept in touch. On of the girl let’s call her T and I got very close. It was best friends for life type for friendship. We would laugh at the stupidest things and no one got us like we understood each other. I had never been so vulnerable around anyone until I meet her. Then one day out of the bloom she disappears. We didn’t have an argument, there was nothing wrong. she was just gone. I got blocked from everything. I got worried and was hurt. After that whole things I never opened up so quickly. I keep a distance and always keep it at a friend level. It changed my thinking about people and it sucks. I alway keep a guard up. Till this day i don’t know what happened and I still don’t trust people. In the back of my head there’s always a possibility they will just leave.