I used to play simulation games as a child
I wondered what it would feel like to live in one
Years go by now I think im stuck in one
Every day is the same
I do the same things
Eat the same things
See the same things
Now I wish for the simulation to end
It’s scary to think of the future
That’s why I never thought of my own
Who will continue to be there for me?
Will my mother still be with me?
Will I become that successful person my parents want to be?
I prefer to live in the moment than live in the future
At this point will there even be a future?
No, I think it would be better if I do this later.
Actually no I can do this tomorrow
Tomorrow is here its time to push it back again for tomorrow
The cycle repeats and the deadline is near
Now I’m here, rushing to get this complete
On the way home
After receiving back my ticket
I get to sit back and relax With my backpack on my lap
Im officially on my way home
From what I see Its just me on this train
look out the window and watch the scenery change
From empty fields to neighborhoods
Ill be in the City soon.