Definition: greedy or excessive indulgence
Source: Merriam Webster
Found in Franny Choi’s poem “Choi Jeong Min”
Knowing this definition helped me understand the deeper meaning behind those two lines. I also saw a little sarcasm behind it. In a way she’s unapologetic for her greed and the way this new place made her. But she will deny what makes her and wash away her identity.